I was born slightly premature--about two weeks. Depression seems to run in my family, but both I and my parents had bad histories: they both came from broken homes and were emotionally and physically...
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I was born slightly premature--about two weeks. Depression seems to run in my family, but both I and my parents had bad histories: they both came from broken homes and were emotionally and physically...
I've got severe social anxiety, plus I get scared on my own for no definable reason. If you haven't already been there, you might want to poke around Social Anxiety Support: you just can't talk about...
She was an amazing artist, whatever her personal demons. She deserved better.
I have the same thought: it gets you out of life without any of the guilt or people getting upset at you. If you die of a physical rather than a mental disease, suddenly it's not "your fault." I've...
I've come close a few times, but those moments are rare. Only maybe two or three times in my life has my whole mind been agreed on suicide, and I only didn't succeed then because those moments ended...
It seems to be my constant backup plan, ever since high school. If I severely screw up x, then I can just kick it. If x situation gets too scary, I can just kick it. It's pretty comforting to have...
The stuff of the universe is morally neutral. Bill Nye told us that the water in our bodies was once part of dinosaurs. Maybe the water in our bodies now was once part of Hitler, too. But water...
I'm glad this site exists, and I feel a little better when I come here to vent and contribute, but I see a lot of threads, a lot of messages, a lot of distress, go unanswered. I know there's not a...
I'm not sure if this is the appropriate forum for this or if I'm gonna get scolded for suggesting it, but I've drafted two different suicide notes over the past three days, and each time, I've felt...
I don't think it's wrong or bad. I think I'd only have a problem with it in really narrow circumstances, like if you were a single parent and it would orphan your child or something. Otherwise, I...
I know this feeling. I had a friend who made me promise not to kill myself once, but I had to go back and tell him that while I wasn't intending to, I had to keep it open as an option, and I wanted...
I have violent fantasies when I'm pissed. Like stabbing rampage violent. Also using suicide as a weapon. I try to suppress these thoughts because they're not helping anything, but I have them.
My only motivation is fear: I worry that I'll screw up my assignments, so I keep putting them off. Then I get more and more scared as the deadline draws near, complete the projects in terror, tell...
Skip school that day? Pretend you're sick, hide out at home, keep quiet. If your folks bother you, tell them you're tired and want to sleep. Essentially hide from everyone.
Def get it certified and registered with the university: disability laws guarantee you extra time on exams and such. I went through uni with BPD (Borderline, not Bi-Polar--I'm not sure which one...