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      Hiya. They have your best interests at heart (even if it doesn't feel like it). You are safe and getting help - those are good things. Keep us updated. I hope things smooth out for you soon.
      Squirrels just seem to live "right." They collect their food directly from the Earth's natural bounty...or from friendly humans. They find time to play every day. And at night, they curl up together, staying safe and warm in their cosy nests. Squirrels have the right idea.

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      Re: Lostbutnotfound

      Hope you are okay, Donna. I miss you so much

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      Re: Lostbutnotfound

      So.. it's been a while. Thought I would write a quick update.

      I've been hospital for over 2 months now. It's difficult and I fuck up frequently, and I just wish they would let me go. Unfortunately, they refuse to lift my section, as I guess I'm too 'high risk'. At the moment I am on home leave, which should end in about 25 mins but am considering whether to go back. I've already done two 'runners' and had to be brought back by the police but I know hospital is not helping me, and they hate me, so why should I go back? I'm still the fucked up little twat I was when I went in.

      Anyway, yeah.. that's where I'm at. I keep fucking up, and I just can't see the point in continuing the pretense that I may get better. That time heals wounds. It's fucking bullshit. Just feel done with it.

      Sorry for moaning, I know you don't need this shit

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      Re: Lostbutnotfound

      You go back hun and you ignore the dam idiots who dislike you You are there for YOU not them okay You get what you can from the ones that do care hugs

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      Re: Lostbutnotfound

      Awww, hun. Sometimes we're making progress and don't realize we are. And I'm sure they don't "hate" you; that sounds a lot like depression doing the talking. Take it one day at a time, and eventually things will start to feel better, things will start to work out. If you are out of hope, I will continue to hope for you.
      Squirrels just seem to live "right." They collect their food directly from the Earth's natural bounty...or from friendly humans. They find time to play every day. And at night, they curl up together, staying safe and warm in their cosy nests. Squirrels have the right idea.

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      Re: Lostbutnotfound

      Take care of yourself.

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      Re: Lostbutnotfound

      I hope you went back. The more you cooperate the sooner they will let you out. And I miss you out, I miss our talks, even if they weren't that frequent I still miss you. ): You have to be open to letting the hospital to help before it actually does. I love you Donna, And I want you to get the help you need no matter what it takes. You are not fucked up, you just have a horrible past and you need to push past it. I know you can do it. Keep yourself safe. <3

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      Donna, keep that chin up and get yourself back to the hospital.
      I know it's a hard struggle but things can only get better.
      Let them help you, I know you, you will be fighting them tooth and nail and that's no good.
      let them in, get better and FOR THE LOVE OF GOD HURRY BACK!
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      takes your money, and doesn't appear to realise that you had set it free.....
      you either married it or gave birth to it.

      I came.....I saw.....I Gave Up!!!

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      Re: Lostbutnotfound

      Sounds a lot like my last experience in the hospital, but I was only there for ten days. I can only imagine the mental anguish youre experiencing. I am so sorry.
      No one chooses to fuck up their life. None wants to commit suicide, it's a way out of misery.

      Look at the gears of this world and you will see why people turn suicidal.
      In the end, do not be sorry for we are sorry we did not create a more humane world for you.
      Humanity: Do no physical or psychological harm and respect personal space. A good start. :ok:

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      Re: Lostbutnotfound

      Has anyone heard from Lostbutnotfound in the last two weeks???

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