please dont feel guilt about what you did. its done and in the past.
many people continue to suffer and feel ashamed after an attempt.
to me this only puts the person through more pain.
here at least everyone knows how you feel and how it feels afterwards. no one will hold it against you.
please dont beat yourself up over it. we want you well. a clean sheet of paper and a new start. no lingering thoughts.
stay strong and well!!!