Hi everyone, I'm forest. I found this site while I was thinking about suiciding. I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I'm taking antidepressants but they're not working very well. A bit like my life; I'm having a hard time finding motivation to do "anything" and I'm constantly fighting off urges to partake in "harmful activities". While I'm not working, or going to uni, etc I feel like I don't have a single goal / reason to go on. I hate my life. I'm bored without those harmful actions, and feel worthless with them. please help me find some other reason to go on living.