I know the tools. I know how to use my tools. But i don't want to at this moment!!! UGH the cycle is just so annoying. I wish my brain was free of...
It was not my intention to post something this controversial or worrying in my life, but I am out of options, getting desperate. My friend is in...
Hey so it's been a really long time since I've felt the need to come here and post but I didn't know where else to ask for advice really. So...
I'm so exhausted with the amount of emotional battering I've taken from my girlfriend over the last 2 years. She's verbally aggressive,...
So this subject came to me while I was thinking of my past and how I thought I was done with it , somehow I actually forgot the bad parts. So...
My dad abused my sisters when they were younger, 4 of them, he never touched me or my little sister and I had no idea what was going on, I'm 21...
And that is totally practical. I know people encourage others and help them. I don't know if I wanted that, or maybe I do want that and just can't...
"Why don't you have a boyfriend?" A lot of my friends have had raised this question and shoved it on my face, and my answer is always and will...
Feeling so ashamed about abuse. Just want to die. :(
I have been struggling with feeling more depressed lately. Just want to stay in bed and be asleep all day. Just haven't been feeling that...
I just do not. I tried to spend as much time as possible asleep this past weekend. Being asleep, gives me a break. I am hating being awake. I...
Ugh. Hate what I am remembering right now. Mom hitting herself and calling herself stupid. Daring me to agree. Feeling responsible for it....
My entire life can be summed up as a series of miseries with occasional short breaks never lasting more than a few months. -Born -Big brother...
I cannot stand the little girl in me telling me it was my fault. I just cannot live with the guilt of being responsible.
Why did my brain choose March to suddenly start remember all this stuff that happened years ago. Why now? Why did memories have to come back...
I just found out that my dad's uncle passed away. My parents want me to come home for a few days for the funeral. I do not know if I am ready to...
I cannot deal with stuff. I don't want things to be true, yet I know they are. I can't stand being here while knowing that stuff happened.
Why do they keep coming back. I do not want to remember more. I hate the sensation of wanting to flee yet being frozen at the same time. They...
started depersonalizing so i wrote some poetry. take me to the riverwalk (i swear nothing has changed) take me to the riverwalk (i swear its all...
I want the pain to stop. It hurts so much. I want the memories to stop. I don't want to keep remembering the insults said at me and being...
