angry

I havent been here for a long time now, two years i think, but here i am, hello I got started a new school in 2020, just as covid really hit which wasnt really nice if i am honest, but my classmates and the school are pretty nice in my opinion, but verry stressfull. As one of 4 guys in a...

Now before I begin as a side note I do not hate other autistic people. They are all valid. This is simply internalised ableism I suppose, self hatred directed towards myself only. I hate being autistic. I hate it so, so much. Understanding nothing. Not getting jokes. Constantly being weird...

Aaaah! I don't want to feel it and I shouldn't feel this way at this age (30s) but I find myself plunging into a whole host of emotions from anger, depression, upset and self loathing when I see a friend has done something fun, gone on a trip or organised something and I'm not included. I can...

I think that the anti-depressant I'm on has been somewhat helpful, in that I can think in ways I wasn't able to think before. But I'm finding I'm angry, bitter and spiteful. I'm not angry any anyone in particular, just at 'the world' and perhaps at the anti-suicide/mental health community's...

I'm still homeless. This homeless shelter, which promises housing, refuses to meet my disability accommodation needs. So they've made threats to kick me out for saying, "the unit you offered me IS NOT DISABLED ACCESSIBLE. I can't live there." Do I have a legal case? Yes. Do I have the energy...

Sorry if this is a little long. Today I was at therapy and since I have been struggling really badly she suggested I try and see a psychiatrist sooner than 9/12. I thought it was a good idea so she suggested that I call the doctor and see if they can make me an appointment to see a psychiatrist...

I'm suffering from depression, PTSD, low self esteem and my therapist said I have some aspects of borderline. I told her how I don't push people away and how I can maintain relationships. I'm actually really happy when I have friends, friends keep me happy and help me from me slipping away. I...

I'm feeling really sick and tired of being disappointed in life with experience after experience and am starting to feel that life isn't worth living. Can't find any strong and stable source of income online that I can feel confident in. I'm completely haunted by failure after failure from the...