So about a year ago, I went to a friend's house. It was my friend (no names, just initials) A's house (female), our mutual friend B(male), my best friend S (female) and myself all at this little party. A's brother got us some alcohol because hey we're teenagers and like to do stupid shit.
I don't know what I'm doing
Today I had atleast 6 flashbacks the last
One it was happening all over again and
I couldn't breathe I was being chocked
I'm NOT strong enough to keep
Going or to live with anymore trauma
I've taken enough Valium n pain relief to nock out a
Horse but just feel...
i don't know where to start
I've never talked about it only
To report it
I can't ... tell them ,anyone close.
I feel like I should just keep it to
Myself, which is impossible because
Physically I'm still hurt and I can't contro
These flashbacks they say there's triggers
It's on repeat in my...