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  1. einimeamullaoo

    Everybody shouted at me angrily in my school

    This happened when I was in fourth grade in my elementary school. There was a shallow pit in a small forest near my school backyard. About a half meter deep. I was among with the other children of my age and we decided to make a camouflage to this shallow pit for fun. Something like a simple...
  2. Gracie Gregg

    I Cry When I'm Frustrated or Mad, Why?

    I can't figure out why I cry when I'm angry or frustrated with someone or at a situation. I've been doing it as long as I can remember and lately it's been extremely irritating. I feel like it's weird to ask my friends what it means because they all seem to be what's considered "normal" or...
  3. lightning05

    Here we go again

    Depression has slowly crept back into my life and with it, the suicidal thoughts. I constantly feel lonely. I constantly feel down. I constantly wonder if this is a cycle I am going to have to deal with forever. I want to seek help but with my new insurance plan I can't afford it. I can barely...
  4. bsmb77

    I just want to be loved...

    I just want to feel like I'm loved for who I am, quirks, bad habits and all. I'm not a very easy person to get along with at times and I know this, but I genuinely mean well and care about people. But I feel like I don't get much in return. I have a significant other (boyfriend) and it's even...
  5. CandleLight

    People are forgetting about me.

    I don't want to get into too much detail. But I am crying right now. Over friendships that have changed so much. People who want me out of their lives. I see them constantly posting happy stuff on Facebook, etc. I can't hold in the pain of feeling forgotten. I post a tiny bit about how I'm...
  6. BlueHealingHeart

    The thoughts are here...

    Those horrible thoughts are here and I'm so tired of suffering. Right now my eyes hurt so much, they're burning and I have a migraine too. I'm about to take something for it soon. I've been posting a lot lately cause I'm emotional and I tend to get very sensitive by things. Today I was talking...
  7. lightning05

    Wandering around aimlessly

    I don't know where to go in order to not cry or feel bad. Inside my house I am sad but when I walk around outside to try and clear my mind I still keep crying. I'm worried I might start being seen as the crazy person who always walks around for hours crying. I wish I had more to occupy my time...
  8. BlueHealingHeart

    I'm still not over it.... *Very Triggering*

    I went in total isolation once I found out that my ex boyfriend was a Sociopath. I feel like I want to throw up, I feel sick to my stomach. I've been crying for weeks and everyone is trying to be there for me, however I know it's going to take awhile before I can heal. Especially since I've been...
  9. BlueHealingHeart

    Consumed by the darkness

    ****Triggering warning**** This will probably be my last post for awhile. I have severe depression and suffer with PTSD and low self esteem due to being abused for 3 and half years. I got out of a abusive relationship and I'm easily triggered by things. Everyone keeps suggesting that I go out...
  10. BlueHealingHeart

    What I'm going through right now-my struggles

    ***TRIGGER WARNING - Please be safe*** (Mod Addition) I know I have major mood swings, I'm aware of that. I also get very angry and depressed. Right now I'm trying to do more things for myself and help myself through creativity by writing poetry, art and taking photo's with my camera. Right...
  11. BlueHealingHeart

    My anger

    My anger is like a firecracker, I'm so sarcastic and bitter towards everyone. I talk so abruptly and quick to people when I'm angry. If I'm angry....watch out! The littlest thing will get under my skin, sounds, music blaring up loud, people complaining about things, I hear people laugh and than...
  12. BlueHealingHeart

    I'm slowly slipping away

    I'm suffering from depression, PTSD, low self esteem and my therapist said I have some aspects of borderline. I told her how I don't push people away and how I can maintain relationships. I'm actually really happy when I have friends, friends keep me happy and help me from me slipping away. I...
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