I just want to fucking scream right now. I had plans for the weekend, I wanted to get out of here and just be in a good mood; everything was...
how, he used to be.
How he'd shout, and yell, and scream
I remember then,
I'd be afraid -
to answer back, even pick up a pen....
lately i've been feeling ugly and useless
my dad is chronically ill and i'm one of the main caretakers
it's just all so overwhelming and...