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  1. CoffeeArtist

    I'm not getting better

    My parents think that I am getting better, nearing the end of depression, but little do they know how I am still suicidal. I can't tell them because they'll be hurt yet again and the entire cycle of guilt would be repeated. Meds are working, undoubtedly, but now that my self-written book is...
  2. NRW24

    My life is a mistake

    Today is Mother's Day... and I am just here, making my mother and everyone else sad. I don't see what's the point of living. I have no future ahead of me. I couldn't love anyone and I wasn't loved by anyone (nor I will ever love/be loved). My life is meaningless and there is no point to it...
  3. sisyphus

    I feel like I NEED to die.

    I don't feel like suicide is an option. I feel as if it is an obligation of some kind. It became incredibly hard for me to believe that getting better is necessary; I really trust that death is the way - the one and only way. Five years ago I planned carefully my depart, but I believed I had...
  4. markie ques.

    i hate myself for what i've done

    I have done so many unforgivable things in my past to people that I loved. they hurt just so I could relieve some stress. They let me put them down so that I could feel good. They let me hurt them so that I could feel okay. But i didn't realize that these things weren't okay!! I thought I was...
  5. Annp1uk

    Guilt

    So from around the age of 4 I grew up without my father around, and when I was 13 I sadly got told my father had passed away. This really hit me as from a young age I used to sit and pray to god that I hoped he’d come and visit me someday. So when I found out this news it crushed me as I knew...
  6. sisyphus

    Random Venting

    Feel free to ignore this. I just HAVE to vent before my mind blows... I understand no one can give advice on that and I am sorry haha I just needed to pour it all out of my chest... __________ It can only get harder. It is downhill from now on. I gave up on all of my college duties. And I am...
  7. TheChimeraMonster

    Nightmares

    I know last year I came here to talk just a few times. It was a good year, but still, a few bad things happened... All my family is in grief now, as my grandmother passed away on october. I didn't know her, when I was born, she was already mentally sick. She hated me to her last breath, as my...
  8. sassy123

    why do deaths come in threes

    Why do deaths always seem to come in threes. It all started with the death of my Grandma I miss her so much. Next was my she suffered so much my mom's only sibling its all been so sad and now today my Grandmas older sister died at the age of 89. Deaths come in threes so now I can hope my family...
  9. J

    My great-uncle

    My both grandfathers have been long dead before I was born. I’ve never met them. There was, instead, my mother’s uncle. He was married with my mom’s mother. He has been like a grandfather to me ever since then. Me and my siblings spent so much time with him and my grandmother in my childhood...
  10. London

    Thoughts...Feelings...

    For whatever reason sometimes it feels nice to share thoughts with strangers so I felt like sharing... Here's something I just wrote out: People are quick to let you know, they know how you feel But they don't Do you know how it feels to live the worst day of your life over and over? Do you...
  11. lipstix

    First time I'm reaching out. I'm afraid and unsure

    Hi guys. This is my first thread and post on this site. I hope you guys can help me. I don't want to run away from my problems anymore or let my mind go to that scary place where some sick voice starts convincing me that suicide is an answer. I want to reach out. When I was 11 years old, I came...
  12. cameronm896

    I Really Don't Know What This Title Should Be II: Electric Boogaloo

    Let me begin by saying this; For whatever fucked up reason, my mind just cannot accept that being a virgin at 20 years old is normal. Now, typically I hide my loneliness, depression, poverty, social anxiety, concern about my lack of sexual activity (I even lie to my doctor), the list goes on...
  13. ToBeAtPeace

    I want to be dead

    I've never said this before, "I want to be dead". Usually, I'll have suicidal thoughts and feelings, and know that they scare me and know that I'm too cowardly to take my own life. I've come to terms with death now though, and with killing myself. I can't live through this emotional pain any...
  14. I

    How To Deal With Depression

    https://www.ted.com/talks/andrew_solomon_depression_the_secret_we_share?language=en This man experienced severe depression but fought his way out This is his story.
  15. Rockclimbinggirl

    I don't know what to do

    I just found out that my dad's uncle passed away. My parents want me to come home for a few days for the funeral. I do not know if I am ready to go home. My parents would want to talk to me and there are things that I really do not want to tell them. Just thinking about my parents coming to...
  16. Topz

    I'm sick of this LIFE. *trigger* (first post)

    I never posted a topic in any forum, but I think, I'm at my limit I HATE MY LIFE.. all of the negative things that you can think may you see on me.. some people deserves honor if they did something good in a community. some people deserves a happy/good life if they are born in a right...
  17. A

    To die for love

    I know this is completely crazy, but I came out of a failed relationship over six months ago, and since we broke up I've felt increasingly suicidal, I've felt this way for months, it's not getting any better. I was absolutely devastated. It might have been okay but he broke off all contact and...
  18. D

    Friend Died Last Week

    Almost exactly a week ago (minus about 30 minutes), a close friend of mine was found dead. The police say it was a suicide <mod edit- methods>. He was about to graduate, and recently got accepted to Graduate School. He was one of the happiest people I've ever known, and when we heard the news...
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