delusions

  1. Mayle Jay

    Hesitant update

    I haven’t posted in awhile. I don’t know why. Busy, worried, unsure if it’s helpimg. I dunno. But I’ve been spiraling ever downward on my path of paranoia and delusions. My morbid curiosity has also surged and I’m finding myself entirely too interested in disturbing things. I’m really struggling...
  2. Mayle Jay

    Suicidal thoughts and craziness

    I've been feelin especially suicidal lately mostly due to medical problems. It's hard that I've worked on this crap for so long and finally, finally found the right mix of meds to help me and now I'm forced back into this endless cycle of crap. I'm just so tired. This next bit isn't terribly...
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