emotions

Needed to put this somewhere. I figured here would be appropriate since I feel someone needs to see it. Just going through the motions... One of the hardest pains is trying to love someone when they don’t love you in the same way. So tiring to control such deep passion. Sometimes the heart...

I don't know why I'm writing this. I guess it's a declaration of the self. I felt good just now. I connected with my inner self, which I've always treasured. I feel like I have two layers of emotions. The inner layer has my pure self, the part of me that is ageless, that is pure, that is...

... or how to help a friend who doesn't want to be helped? Two options. I don't mean someone who refuses any sort of solution or believes they are doomed no matter what. I mean... someone who doesn't even know or accepts they're unhappy. Someone who's in complete denial of their own feelings and...

This song just makes me so happy I could DIE! ...in a good way! Sharing some beautiful music with beautiful people. Hope you all have a good day <3

HEALTH WARNING: The wordsmith has struck again. This verbal vomit is over 2000 words. Largely comedy, but I suggest you grab a cup of coffee and some biscuits, then settle into a comfy chair and read this on your tablet instead. Or move on and find someone with less to say. OMG. I've had an...

Nothing much to really say. Just feel like I am going a bit crazy. I just feel really off and am not liking myself very much right now. Don't wish I was anyone else but I just wish that I can change these horrible feelings that I have and these bad thoughts that continuously creep into my brain...

I'm their youngest daughter thousands of miles away from home in another country and I finally just sent my parents probably the most difficult thing I ever wrote telling them about my attempted suicide in February. It's sent now so no going back, but I'm waiting for a reply and I am just...

So lately especially I've been taking extreme and quite sudden turns for the worst, lasting even just a day. And then the next day I'll be totally fine and positive. I've never been to see a professional about the way I behave... But I'm starting to believe there must be an explanation for the...