fear

I'm 17 years old and I live with my grandparents. About two months ago, I made things official with the guy that I've had feelings for since the 3rd grade. About three weeks ago, I let him take my virginity. It was 100% consensual and he pulled out. I am on birth control, but sometimes I don't...

yesterday, I got yelled at by my parents for being 'useless', because I have been doing nothing for the last 4 months. The thing is, I have been trying to avoid any social interaction, anything at all. But this made everything worse, and now my parents are at the edge. They aren't the type of...

2019 was by far the worst year of my life. the closest year that would maybe compare would be 2016, when i first discovered my depression and what it really was. but in 2016 it was just november-december, while 2019 it was the whole year. my depression hit especially hard in july-august, when i...

I don't really believe in a specific religion or really even believe in God. I do believe in demons/ghosts/whatever they are from my own experiences though. I don't know if they are just a different species but sometimes I worry that they're the energy of a person who has passed. And that makes...

I've been through some hard shit in this year. Since New Years Eve I've been feeling completely down and felt like something really bad was about to happen. And it did, several times. My educational life, which was pretty much all that I had, has completely and absolutely collapsed, all the way...

Anybody else on here have a legit fear of other people or feel like you're so socially inept to the point where you can not communicate with the majority of other people? My mom and social worker came to visit today they were giving me crap about not leaving the house and not working i feel...

... Girls, don't you hate to feel powerless? To know someone is seeing you as an object, and don't being able to do anything? to be afraid all the time?... My neighbor, who is married, is 40 yo and has two children, came to me yesterday, to literally try to make sex with me... for real. He came...

Wtf do you do when you find out the wife of someone you care about has decided to be the pregnant girl who gets fucked up?? I knew she smoked. I kinda figure if you're the type of person to smoke while pregnant there are deeper issues at play I can't change, so a comment or even confrontation...

I was reading a post by @Clockwork Flowers and a response by @Aprilflowers7 and thought maybe some of us could benefit from a thread on living differently than our parents, even if we notice similarities between our thinking or emotions. First of all I really want to share this...

Me first! 1. Master the guitar, practice more and go for becoming a musician (as a profession). 2. Spend a lot of time climbing trees. 3. Get a dog. 4. Look people in the eyes. 5. Wear a skirt :D Sometimes fears control lives. Sometimes fears paralyze. Sometimes fears are just ridiculous...

I feel like I am just getting worse. I was sexually abused by my mom's ex husband while I was growing up. I did report it within the statute of limitations but it was "he said, she said" (according to law enforcement.) I wanted to establish a good life for myself out in the world. I was engaged...

Let me begin by saying this; For whatever fucked up reason, my mind just cannot accept that being a virgin at 20 years old is normal. Now, typically I hide my loneliness, depression, poverty, social anxiety, concern about my lack of sexual activity (I even lie to my doctor), the list goes on...

Hey guys, Are you ready for a big text? I hope so: The truth: I am of an age of 14. ( But I need help and so I have had to choose the age of 18). I am a girl with a really big problem and I hope you can help me. Maybe you know the game "Clash of Clans"? There I have met him the first time...

My roommate just told me I have 2 months to move out and find my own place to live. I'm up for the challenge of it, but I'm so f***ing afraid of being alone. She literately just told me this minutes ago, and the first thing that came to my mind is how no one will talk to me, how I won't see...