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guilt

  1. BlueKoala

    I’m not sure what to do. I feel really lost, confused, and scared.

    Hey everyone. I haven’t had negative feelings this intense since November-December 2019, which is amazing, but...today it finally hit me again full force. I feel like I’m going to fail at everything I do. Even though I try my best in school, I feel like I’ll fail — and my grades aren’t even that...
  2. Sevven

    Isolated

    I have almost no one in my life and it feels so empty sometimes. I can remember exactly why and know it's for the best at times, but other times I feel desperately alone. I'm always with my husband and kids, which makes me feel guilty for feeling like I need more, but I just want to be able to...
  3. markie ques.

    i hate myself for what i've done

    I have done so many unforgivable things in my past to people that I loved. they hurt just so I could relieve some stress. They let me put them down so that I could feel good. They let me hurt them so that I could feel okay. But i didn't realize that these things weren't okay!! I thought I was...
  4. Annp1uk

    Guilt

    So from around the age of 4 I grew up without my father around, and when I was 13 I sadly got told my father had passed away. This really hit me as from a young age I used to sit and pray to god that I hoped he’d come and visit me someday. So when I found out this news it crushed me as I knew...
  5. Eärendil

    My girlfriend commit suicide, and I feel guilty and with desires to follow her

    My girlfriend, who suffered from untreated borderline personality disorder, committed suicide three months ago, and I haven't been able to avoid it, despite being well aware of her persistent suicidal ideas and having access to the means to do so. She tried three times before, and in each of...
  6. BlueTyger

    Dealing with guilt

    I'm not sure if this thread fits here but I coudn't find a better category. Also sorry for posting so much lately, lots of stuff going on... In the last months, I have constantly been feeling guilty. Guilty about being alive, about bothering people, about the most tiny and meaningless thing...
  7. BlueTyger

    I can't control myself

    I'm not good at writing so let's just get right into it. I just randomly shouted at my family. They didn't do anything wrong, they just said the wrong things in the wrong moment. I shouted, I hit the fridge with my hands, I don't know why, I didn't think. Went upstairs, slammed the door and...
  8. Dyreal95

    Cant see a future because of this...

    Sorry for my bad english. I am a 23 year old boy who have had suicidal thoughts for about 6 months now. I have always had low self esteem, but it have just gotten worse and worse the last couple of years, because of some bad choices i have made. It started 3-4 years ago where i would go on...
  9. Dante

    Time changes everything, even you.

    This was originally going to be just a lead up to 1 thought but it applied to so much that I am just going to do it section by section in the order it came to me, ignore the bits in bold, they are only so you can skip to the bit you want, they are not part of the flow of the following writing...
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