hurting

I was sleeping, she called me when she was outside and started swearing out of nowhere. I was very confused. Then she got home and kept swearing and ridiculing me and came to my room and punched my head 3 times. This was because when I was out with my friend yesterday, I hit then car to a very...

Needed to put this somewhere. I figured here would be appropriate since I feel someone needs to see it. Just going through the motions... One of the hardest pains is trying to love someone when they don’t love you in the same way. So tiring to control such deep passion. Sometimes the heart...

I don't feel like I have long left. I don't want to die, theres lots of things I love in life - but the pain is too great for me to keep going. Every time I have even a slight problem, my immediate thought is "Well, I can just kill myself to avoid this". I'm so exhausted. Hating myself every...

i am sorry if this isn't the best place to try and post this, i felt the grief section was more for those who lost someone to suicide mainly, not so much natural/medical causes, iwanted to try and respect that space. i did not want to risk posting this there and upsetting anyone with posting it...

(Just wanted a space i guess to say something, because to whom it is intended refuses to hear. i am invisible i do not exsist to them. No one hears me and i am so tired of hurting so much from it. i need a place to clear my head.) You know, no matter how old i get, it still hurts a lot when...

I was with my girlfriend for 1 and a half years. We were living together as both of us are in college, and had moved in with each other. Our lives revolved around each other. But we had a fight where I pushed her and she hurt herself, and then I tried consuming pills, and that did not bode well...

Depression has slowly crept back into my life and with it, the suicidal thoughts. I constantly feel lonely. I constantly feel down. I constantly wonder if this is a cycle I am going to have to deal with forever. I want to seek help but with my new insurance plan I can't afford it. I can barely...

:( lately i've been feeling ugly and useless my dad is chronically ill and i'm one of the main caretakers it's just all so overwhelming and stressful to have to hear their aches and pains and fight over their own sadness when i'm sad too i used to be an artist i used to love to write and to sing...