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loneliness

  1. sisyphus

    A hurricane I've been fighting alone.

    I've been through some hard shit in this year. Since New Years Eve I've been feeling completely down and felt like something really bad was about to happen. And it did, several times. My educational life, which was pretty much all that I had, has completely and absolutely collapsed, all the way...
  2. Z

    No friends, no love, no hope

    No friends. That's right, none. I am not joking or exaggerating in the least bit when I say this. People don't dare to be around me. All throughout middle and high school, everyone on campus has always put in their best effort to stay away from me. I've also never had a GF. All around me, I seem...
  3. sisyphus

    I want to find a quick way to die.

    I tried to make myself better. I tried to be a better person. I tried to let people help me. I wanted so bad to get well. But all I am is lost. All I am is empty. And I will always feel lonely, Even tho imI not alone. No one could possibly help me. No one could always be there. There will...
  4. Sevven

    Isolated

    I have almost no one in my life and it feels so empty sometimes. I can remember exactly why and know it's for the best at times, but other times I feel desperately alone. I'm always with my husband and kids, which makes me feel guilty for feeling like I need more, but I just want to be able to...
  5. Indigos

    It's all piling up and I can't dig my way out

    My grandmother had a stroke in February of this year. The day before that I found out my girlfriend had cheated on me and slept with someone. After we break up she starts dating a new guy and she doesn't know his last name. I constantly saw her in school with him, he was usually kissing her and...
  6. D

    Feeling overwhelmed.

    Hey! I hope everyone is well! :) It's been quite a while since I have posted on here. I thought I had gotten a handle on this. Although, at this point, I really couldn't tell you if that's just what I've been telling myself. Maybe I was just successfully running from it for a while. I don't...
  7. S

    I just keep digging my grave

    I don't really know how to start. i don't even know if some of the things i want to say will break the rules on here. i don't even know if i belong on here. All i do know, i need for this pain to stop one way or the other. i have made three serious attempts on my life; once by <method edit > I...
  8. leoleh

    Episodically Returning Death wishes

    Tonight is one of these nights where very strong intentions and thoughts about killing myself are returning. In my mind i'm hanging around a lot in my past, in my future, the self i would like to be and the self that i am. I have just realized too how strong these moods correlate with my life...
  9. sisyphus

    I feel like I NEED to die.

    I don't feel like suicide is an option. I feel as if it is an obligation of some kind. It became incredibly hard for me to believe that getting better is necessary; I really trust that death is the way - the one and only way. Five years ago I planned carefully my depart, but I believed I had...
  10. moonshadow00

    So alone

    Lately, I've been seeing the bad side of things a lot more and just isolating myself. My relationship feels so one-sided now even though not even 3 months ago he proposed. which honestly I feel was just him realizing he loved me but he never wants to listen to me but I always listen to him but...
  11. A

    I owe money to a person who is violent and threatening me

    the person is my father, and I’m so scared. This is my first time posting here, after this forum was recommended to me by someone on another forum I visit. I have been in such a desperate frame of mind for the longest time, and I would give anything for therapy, but I have no health insurance...
  12. gypsylee

    “I Know You” by Henry Rollins

    I discovered Henry Rollins at 19; I’m 44 now and still consider him one of my biggest inspirations. I’ve seen his Spoken Word tours twice in recent years. He has one of the most awesome minds (in my opinion) but he isn’t that well known. I just felt compelled to share this with you all. I hope...
  13. Jazlyn

    I'm very low

    Hi everyone hope your doing well. I'm not today. Everyone says its ok to go through the motions of depression but I hate it. I hate living with this parasite that takes over my brain. I try my hardest to be a good hearted person to put others before myself but why is it no one would ever do what...
  14. lightning05

    Overwhelmed

    I feel constantly sad or angry or somewhere in between the two. I don't know why I feel so shitty. I'm crying as I write this now. I'm frustrated as hell with work and just where I am in life right now. Work sucks, I'm only staying with this job to get the licenses I went to school for. So I...
  15. Booman1990

    Loneliness

    I am just so lonely, all I have are a couple of friends, some good some not so good. I don't have a relationship partner and cant seem to get one because I cant drive because I have seizures. So it's hard to meet new people. I try to make friends off phone apps and it works for a little bit...
  16. Zi Phosterage

    Hello and goodnight :)

    I have not much to say, I feel diennand all but I would rather try and make someone a little but better.... I myself feel superfluous a expense to those around me, and right now I am in a bot so good condition economical and have very few friends (if at all)/ let's just say people to talk with...
  17. lightning05

    Things are getting worse

    I'm slowly getting worse even though I am trying to derail the depression. I can't seem to stay positive right now. Getting up and going to this job that has become to make me miserable and angry is so hard. It's hard for me to even control my emotions at work and knowing I am stuck there for...
  18. lightning05

    Here we go again

    Depression has slowly crept back into my life and with it, the suicidal thoughts. I constantly feel lonely. I constantly feel down. I constantly wonder if this is a cycle I am going to have to deal with forever. I want to seek help but with my new insurance plan I can't afford it. I can barely...
  19. HappilyEverAfter

    Finally putting an end to it all

    I'm a 19 y/o girl. I've been feeling very suicidal lately, and last Friday (so two days ago) I made an attempt. I'm inpatient at a psychiatric ward right now, but I think they'll let me out tomorrow. My eating disorder is getting worse and I don't see myself recovering, I can see everything...
  20. cameronm896

    I Really Don't Know What This Title Should Be II: Electric Boogaloo

    Let me begin by saying this; For whatever fucked up reason, my mind just cannot accept that being a virgin at 20 years old is normal. Now, typically I hide my loneliness, depression, poverty, social anxiety, concern about my lack of sexual activity (I even lie to my doctor), the list goes on...
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