not quite suicidal

  1. M

    Not quite suicidal, but hopeful to die.

    About 5 or more years ago I took 2 months to carefully plan out my suicide in a way that I would never be found but people would know I was gone. Then one night, I slept with my ex and got pregnant. I hoped to miscarry, nope. Then she was born, I spent the next 2 years resenting my innocent...