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"You look beautiful" means nothing unless you believe it So stop telling me that tight black dress looks good on me because honestly I feel disgusting in it And it's too tight around my belly to the point where it makes me want to puke everything I ever ate And stop telling me "love yourself"...

Why I cant face a problem without crying alone? Why I cant hold my tears and just be like anyone else, hang in there? Today its just a simple mess. I have an evaluation not doing it well bcs of nervous. My friend that in the same team with me did it really well, she really is. She's kinda a off...

Firstly, I've posted in this section as I don't want any advice or to hear any well meaning suggestions. I know people here care but there's honestly nothing anyone can do for me. So, I've been meaning to do a Safety Plan for a really long time and thought about doing it today but then I...

Face to face interaction is needed daily for a healthy life. But what is one to do if everyone abandons me, us, because we just need more help than the next person? What did we do to deserve such maltreatment? Is respect a luxury? Is being loved a luxury? If so, then what is this life that we...

A few years ago a friend of mine committed suicide. We grew up together and in high school we were on the same sports teams and we always lived near each other. After we graduated we lost touch but his disappearance and death was a complete shock to everyone. A couple of nights ago I had a dream...

3 weeks ago I fell down some stairs and i broke my 5th metatarsal. It has left me unable to work and house-bound. Lately I've felt really isolate and worthless. It's like I don't exist anymore. Since I'm on crutches its hard to get out or do much and i feel like a pest if i go out because its a...

I have no friends so I need a friend and a hug

My head hurts and I feel so lonely. Maybe there is going to be a breakthrough of some sort, but I feel horrible. Thank you for listening to me ache over and over. I remember everyone who responds and it is kind of them.

I have tried to open up all these years and people have been cold or mean. I wanted to date and could not find anyone who would respond to me. It is extremely painful to me and I don't think staying open did me any good. I have lost so much faith that it is hard to have any interaction with...

I went to a funeral held on a college campus yesterday for someone/ a manager who died recently (from a job that I have just resigned from.) It was for both the person I knew, who died from a random heart issue and also for a young man who died from a suicide. There were a lot of people there...

I did an application at a temp agency and then toured a manufacturer of tools and was called to do a training shift. I was asked to go in early for third shift and ask for Ivan. I went to the security and they asked if I had id and then I pointed out my passport and they asked do I have a...

Hello I was abused in a sexual way as a child and teenager by my mom's ex husband. I was assaulted as an adult by someone I was seeing a long time ago. I am in a lot of pain and needed to get this off my chest. I tried to find help in real life. I feel hurt.

My head hurts and I am just overwhelmed. I wish I felt loved in real life. I am in too much pain to share my story. Annette.

Hey everyone, I hope you're doing well. I'm trying all that I can to help myself, although I'm very sad right now. My family members all tell me I'm the apple of their eye, and that they love me more than anything. It's just that, I have OCD, and everyday is such a struggle, I continue on in...

in fact it gets worse... Hello, that's basically my second thread on this forum. In a way i feel i should just write something and maybe someone will respond. I don't know what life is to be honest. It's 6 am here right now, i can't even sleep, i just stayed awake all night. i'm tired of all of...

I just want to feel like I'm loved for who I am, quirks, bad habits and all. I'm not a very easy person to get along with at times and I know this, but I genuinely mean well and care about people. But I feel like I don't get much in return. I have a significant other (boyfriend) and it's even...

I havnt been to well lately, feeling really down. All i need is a friend but nup. Never works out. Im so fucking done with fake "friends". Always a one sided friendship. No one ever asks me how im doing or what im up too or anything. Im always starting the conversations and usually i just...

Woke up this morning feeling ok. Bit as i started getting ready for work i started feeling more down and i was looking at myself in the mirror whilst doing my hair and thinking "is living this life worth it". I feel so alone, i have like 2 friends and one of them is my cousin ( i recently...

So I guess this comes down to being rejected from my family. I recently moved out with my boyfriend... my mother has now decided that I am not worth her time or company. It hurts because I was NEVER the golden child, I never could get good grades, I never could find my true gift/calling. I was...

My family is full of homophobic b*stards and I feel lucky if I live through another holiday. I can't go into details anymore because I feel like I am losing it.