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self harm

  1. B

    too busy to seek help

    i had history of seeing counsellors due to anxiety. but i stopped bc i thought i was doing fine. i really thought i was doing fine, so in uni i took a lot of committee work alongside my assignment, and im also a freelance writer and finally landed in writing job. i thought everything was fine...
  2. R

    I want to <mod edit - method>

    I've been stuck in a bipolar low since Thursday night. I was manic because my artwork and spoken word were being featured at a show at the university I used to attend. I was a star, I was on top of the world, I felt like god was inside me. Now I'm just really numb and I want to <mod edit -...
  3. H

    Don't deserve help Rant

    i always say when I'm skinny or lose more weight I will get help and go to therapy because I don't deserve to get help if I'm fat. I don't deserve to get better because I have never attempted suicide (I want to kill myself but I'm a fucking pussy) and am not depressed or suicidal enough. I don't...
  4. B

    I gave up my family for her and now ......

    I gave up my family for my partner they made me choose and i chose her i had 3 kids with her my life is her then out of the blue its over but i have to live with her as i have nowhere els and cant afford to live alone iv had mixed signals since she told me she loved me but said she diddnt have...
  5. Fighter86

    Cannot see a way forward

    Suffering extreme emotional/psychological torment from being in a 2 year relationship with a woman with BPD/NPD traits. Painful memories are consuming my mind. I feel hopeless and helpless to stop the agony I feel. She couldn't have made me feel any less of a human being than I've felt and...
  6. Fighter86

    I can't take it anymore...abusive GF

    I'm so exhausted with the amount of emotional battering I've taken from my girlfriend over the last 2 years. She's verbally aggressive, conscending, belitteling, sarcastic, cruel and judgemental. It doesn't happen all the time, but enough to make me feel like nothing at times. I've just felt so...
  7. Jena

    I can't believe its happening again

    My thoughts are going wild. My anxiety is high. My thoughts gravitate towards SH and suicidal urges. They came on strong this time. Its only been 3 days since my anxiety has peaked and stayed peaked. But its like the thoights are mpre freauents stronger. I have a hard time denying them. I gave...
  8. Battlecry

    Depression. What the hell is it REALLY like??

    So, having told my story in brief in another post, I thought I would spend some time reflecting upon what it actually feels like to be mental. I don't mean for that to sound flippant - it's simply my way of dealing with it. And because I imagine this is going to be somewhat cathartic, I'm going...
  9. Rockclimbinggirl

    Wtf *may trigger

    Ugh. Hate what I am remembering right now. Mom hitting herself and calling herself stupid. Daring me to agree. Feeling responsible for it. For all the stuff mom hates about her life. WTF. Wish this would all go away.
  10. Rockclimbinggirl

    IRL Peer Support Group

    So yesterday I went to a peer support group for the second time. I really enjoyed it. We did topics again. So everyone wrote a topic down and put it in a basket and then we talked about them. It is like SF except IRL. So if anyone is considering going to one go give it a try.
  11. lanasummer

    I was sexual assaulted.

    Hi all, I haven't been active on this forum for months but here goes.... Last year, I was brave enough to get help for my depression and self harming issues. I was put on medication and I have received therapy. But that didn't help me much. I didn't know how to tell my Doctor that all I wanted...
  12. Rockclimbinggirl

    Wanting to harm myself at the thought of going home

    Just thinking about going home has increased my suicidal ideations and is making me want to self harm. Yet I still sort of want to go home. I know that I need to do what is best for me but at the moment it seems like I wont. I do not really know why, is this all due to self destruction.
  13. Rockclimbinggirl

    Memories keep coming back *may trigger

    Why do they keep coming back. I do not want to remember more. I hate the sensation of wanting to flee yet being frozen at the same time. They are making me anxious and making me want to self harm.
  14. Rockclimbinggirl

    Done

    I am done. I want to give up.
  15. theonesatinthecorner

    Is this melodramatic?

    I have looked for help for several years now, receiving little or none. It is difficult, I don't want to sound like I am crying out for attention, but then I need the help. It's taken courage to even get to this point, I don't like talking to people about things like this. Yet I don't think I am...
  16. imalone

    Bullied/Anxiety/School/Alone

    Today was back to school after 2 weeks off, most people just hate going back because of learning, but its different with me. I'm scared to walk the halls without being pushed over or insulted, I'm scared to put my hand up in lessons for fear of being wrong and being made fun of, I'm scared to be...
  17. Tiger

    I want to commit suicide but not die

    This is weird. I have my suicide planned out - I have almost everything ready down to the date and time and method. But I can't figure out if I want to die or not? I just want to be taken seriously, I guess. It is extremely hard feeling valid when you're a teenage girl with depression. Online...
  18. M

    Never ending bad thoughts

    About 7 years ago I was raped. It was horrible but for 2 years I tried to pretend it was consentual so I didnt have to face it. Well I got severe PTSD anxiety depression. You name it. I have been in and out of many hospitals dor suicide and self harm. I cant get the thought of suicide out of my...
  19. Upsetti

    Tonight is horrible

    I don't really know what happened, but this is the worst I've felt in a while. My depression has been pretty well under control as of lately, but these last few weeks have been horrible. I harmed for the first time in months. Tonight I feel like I'm going to again. I've let down a lot of...
  20. Dante

    This is too much.

    I'm just about used up, I have nothing left to keep going, im not just reflexively wishing for an end to it all when things are particularly shit, and im not just faring tomorrow, I actively dont want tomorrow to come, I want it all to end today. When I think about the future I know only 1...
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