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suicidal thoughts

  1. W

    What's the difference?

    Is wanting to die because the pain is too much the same as wanting to disappear? Sorry if this is not a clear question but I'll try and explain. I just noticed that most people that are suicidal have so much pain that they want an end to it. I for one am not in the same kind of pain that one...
  2. Raven

    When they tell you how they're feeling...

    (Maybe triggers) Here's the background: Because of the coming September 10th (the Teachers' Day in my country, teachers were celebrating), all the students in my school had to study without stopping for about 6 hrs. That was a painful experience with difficult math problems. btw I remembered...
  3. Lastsunset

    Overwhelmed and drowning

    I fucking made my daughter cry. Why why why why did I do that? She needs love more than anything right now and I know this and still was a bitch to her. Mean, couldn't get on her level and didn't even try!! So disgusted. Why do I fret about her emotions then turn around and say/do such selfish...
  4. D

    Frustrations on the homefront

    It’s been two years and my roommate still makes an effort to remain ignorant about MS. I tried to help him understand by talking, sending articles, and the fact that I tremble non stop and fall at every opportunity doesn’t seem to phase him. Just now he told me that he ran into someone I know...
  5. CoffeeArtist

    I'm not getting better

    My parents think that I am getting better, nearing the end of depression, but little do they know how I am still suicidal. I can't tell them because they'll be hurt yet again and the entire cycle of guilt would be repeated. Meds are working, undoubtedly, but now that my self-written book is...
  6. Z

    No friends, no love, no hope

    No friends. That's right, none. I am not joking or exaggerating in the least bit when I say this. People don't dare to be around me. All throughout middle and high school, everyone on campus has always put in their best effort to stay away from me. I've also never had a GF. All around me, I seem...
  7. NRW24

    I don't want to live

    I am a failure and a disappointment, I am just living here to waste my family's resources. I likely will never find a job. Nor I will ever love someone or be loved by someone. My parents hate me and I hate myself. I don't see why I should continue. I'll never be happy. I'll never make another...
  8. LelDaFish

    I stopped myself but I wish I didn’t

    I almost killed myself last year and I stopped myself last minute. I wish I would’ve pulled through and done it but at the same time I’m glad I didn’t. I love my family so much but I hate my life and the choices I’ve made. I would make another attempt but my family would mourn me and I’d never...
  9. A

    I owe money to a person who is violent and threatening me

    the person is my father, and I’m so scared. This is my first time posting here, after this forum was recommended to me by someone on another forum I visit. I have been in such a desperate frame of mind for the longest time, and I would give anything for therapy, but I have no health insurance...
  10. reapersweep

    Give me a reason

    Give me a reason to live through today. Maybe something that can get me through this week when the feeling should, hopefully, become more bearable. It can be anything. Something that makes you want to live, something good, something worth living for. Just not family related.
  11. reapersweep

    I shouldn't be here yet here I am

    It's confusing. The feeling that I shouldn't be here, shouldn't be alive. I screwed up my fate, like straying off the path in the woods. Now I'm lost, stumbling through life and can't find a path to walk along. When I was young, maybe only 12, I was suicidal. I was worried that dying would be...
  12. Mae Dun

    I don't want to exist anymore

    hey, it's been a long time since I've checked this forum but I'm feeling pretty bad so (excuse any english mistakes as it is not my first language) okay, so my point is I just don't feel like living, I mean I never asked for it, I've just been thrown in a mercyless world and expected to work my...
  13. Mayle Jay

    Suicidal thoughts and craziness

    I've been feelin especially suicidal lately mostly due to medical problems. It's hard that I've worked on this crap for so long and finally, finally found the right mix of meds to help me and now I'm forced back into this endless cycle of crap. I'm just so tired. This next bit isn't terribly...
  14. Cleom

    Should I seek help?

    Hi everyone, I thought I'd ask for some opinions: I am depressed and I think about suicide quite a bit. I've decided how I would attempt it and think about how it would feel. But I don't think I'd actually go through with it. Should I talk to someone or just wait for it to pass? I haven't told...
  15. piippu

    My boyfriend is depressed and wants to die

    Hello, i'm in a situation where me and bf are both depressed and suicidal, we feel sometimes okay but mostly bad. when he is feeling bad he drinks and smokes a lot. we live in different countries, he is in poland. when he gets bad i try to be as supportive and understanding as i can, he...
  16. Jena

    I can't believe its happening again

    My thoughts are going wild. My anxiety is high. My thoughts gravitate towards SH and suicidal urges. They came on strong this time. Its only been 3 days since my anxiety has peaked and stayed peaked. But its like the thoights are mpre freauents stronger. I have a hard time denying them. I gave...
  17. Rockclimbinggirl

    Suicide

    It is on my mind again. Thoughts are stronger. It seem like a good solution to end the pain, yet I know it is not. So tired of coping.
  18. lightning05

    Suicidal Thoughts

    Nothing much to say except the suicidal ideation is back with a vengeance. I don't have any desire to act on these thoughts but they are just in my head telling me everything would be okay if I was just dead and gone.
  19. Rockclimbinggirl

    Feeling so ashamed

    Feeling so ashamed about abuse. Just want to die. :(
  20. Rockclimbinggirl

    So much to balance

    So I guess I am the first one to post in this section. Just trying to figure out how to juggle work, school, mental health, and the rest of life. Things like meal planning. I am going grocery shopping tomorrow. I have no veggies or fruits left. Not even onions :p
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