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  1. FauxMorale

    Desperate

    Been 6 years in a depressive state, I don't know how much of my mental cognitive ability is gone, probably atleast 40% not kidding, slurred speech, tendencies to go off on tangents, hyperbolic, insomnia. Tried ideas contacting, help in my jsut yestreday after relaisign tring to get help on...
  2. CBunny9

    I know my last post was literally saying I feel better

    And I really do feel better. But today I found out an old friend’s sister committed suicide and all I feel is envy. I’m sad for my friend. But I also now can’t stop thinking about suicide and how I want to be done with this world too. I know this is so fucked up and I feel terrible that...
  3. adrasteia

    How to stay positive

    I’m 18 years old. Eighteen. Seems pretty young. Yet amazingly, I’m already halfway through my life expectancy. Living with vascular EDS and severe lupus is awful. I’m not going to lie: it is terrible. I’m in the hospital more often than not, I’m in constant pain. Not to mention my grades are...
  4. Ann YoRHa

    What should I do?

    Hello, again. I haven't been here for a while for reasons but, I wanted to come back I needed someone to talk to. Lately over the past few months I feel depressed again. It's worst this time. Back in high school I would get fleeting thoughts of suicide, but I could easily distract myself. Now I...
  5. Gems

    I really want to die right now

    I feel so lost right now and like life isn't worth living. I can't stop thinking about all the times I was bullied throughout my life and all of the horrible things that were done and said to me. I constantly rely on drugs to silence these ever intruding thoughts. I have no friends aside from...
  6. Lestat

    My friend just killed himself

    I am in a crisis house and I made a friend. I was helping him get through losing his his job, possibly his relationship and many other issues. When I first met him he was suicidal and wasn't allowed out. Had his car taken away from him and all credit cards because of how suicidal he was. Through...
  7. sickanon2

    24, unemployed, and hopeless

    I have been unemployed nearly six months now. I have always worked hard, I always scored top marks in school and college, and earned myself a first class honours degree. I secured an excellent internship straight out of college, and managed to earn myself a full time job out of it. During the...
  8. G

    She wants to die

    How to deal with someone decided to commit suicide, because her partner broke up with her and she doesn’t want to live without him? I tried everything, telling her that it will pass, that she has to love herself first, but she just cries and says she doesn’t want to be here anymore. I’m so...
  9. A

    Terrible Night

    I have had a terrible night and my dog got out and I got mad at my mom for calling me to the door and the dog ran. My mom and brother started threatening to call the cops and put me in jail. They were yelling and I kicked a cat bowl off the porch and my brother. My brother walked past and threw...
  10. gypsylee

    “I Know You” by Henry Rollins

    I discovered Henry Rollins at 19; I’m 44 now and still consider him one of my biggest inspirations. I’ve seen his Spoken Word tours twice in recent years. He has one of the most awesome minds (in my opinion) but he isn’t that well known. I just felt compelled to share this with you all. I hope...
  11. H

    Don't deserve help Rant

    i always say when I'm skinny or lose more weight I will get help and go to therapy because I don't deserve to get help if I'm fat. I don't deserve to get better because I have never attempted suicide (I want to kill myself but I'm a fucking pussy) and am not depressed or suicidal enough. I don't...
  12. Feelings of a Male high school senior with Extreme self-hatred issues

    Hello. Mark, isn’t my real name, just.... something. Anyway, I’m in a rather unique situation even for people with depression in that: -I move every few years with my family. I have never had friends, but not for that reason... -I apparently am easily manipulated. Every single person who I ever...
  13. A

    I

    I feel like I am just getting worse. I was sexually abused by my mom's ex husband while I was growing up. I did report it within the statute of limitations but it was "he said, she said" (according to law enforcement.) I wanted to establish a good life for myself out in the world. I was engaged...
  14. Dyreal95

    Cant see a future because of this...

    Sorry for my bad english. I am a 23 year old boy who have had suicidal thoughts for about 6 months now. I have always had low self esteem, but it have just gotten worse and worse the last couple of years, because of some bad choices i have made. It started 3-4 years ago where i would go on...
  15. C

    Bipolar Brother Talking about Suicide

    My brother has been diagnosed bipolar and has threatened suicide for over a year now and even attempted it once, hes been brought to the hospital multiple times when hes depressed and it doesn't seem to help because they let him go after a few days. He doesnt take his prescribed medication at...
  16. H

    Can't get up it the a.m.

    I am not a morning person, I never have been. I have the hardest time waking up in the morning, EVEN when I do get ENOUGH sleep at night. I just don't have a good enough reason to wake up. I really don't care about my life. I always hated going to school and now work is just impossible to wake...
  17. lemooncakes

    An extra hug.

    It’s been a long day God. I whispered your name for help every seconds of the day. Did You hear my cry for help? It’s hard to keep faith when everything is going south. I feel everything around me is crumbling down. I’m drowning and i can’t breathe. I just wanted to come home and run to You, and...
  18. one6seven

    Borderline Personality Disorder and Suicidal

    To clarify, this is not about me. I will keep who this is about anonymous. I know someone who has borderline personality disorder, and they've been really heavily effected by it. They are in and out of hospitals, tried all the medication and they've tried to kill themselves multiple times. This...
  19. Fighter86

    I can't take it anymore...abusive GF

    I'm so exhausted with the amount of emotional battering I've taken from my girlfriend over the last 2 years. She's verbally aggressive, conscending, belitteling, sarcastic, cruel and judgemental. It doesn't happen all the time, but enough to make me feel like nothing at times. I've just felt so...
  20. C

    Nothing works if nothing changes

    I honestly feel like medication and therapy don't work! My medicine just makes me feel sleepy and tired, I guess I'm not happy with it because I expect them to make me feel...happy. Commercials about medicine made me think they would change my demeanor or change how I felt but I was wrong, so...
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