suicidal

I’ve been depressed for nearly 2 years straight. Not some small “nothing feels ok” depression but a life sucking “everything is a void and no matter what I or anybody else does will make it ok” depression. I’m not functioning. I’m not able to bathe myself, clean, enjoy life… nothing. It’s all...

"Why Father in heaven cannot take me away already?" That's what she said long time ago, and I was there hearing all that. She said that aloud just like that and so that I could hear it all. She had a fight with my dad earlier, and I was still young back then. And later on my parents were going...

Hello, im working on CSA with the help of a workbook. i already elaborated it all years ago but i felt i hadnt finished so i got this book. (CSA=Child Sexual Abuse) im at the very beginning, where it talks about nurturing yourself and building a support system. i decided today's way of...

Suicidal thoughts deserve coping resources and support. This short pdf guides you through ways to cope, understand and lessen thoughts of suicide.

Hi :) I had this idea and I thought it might be nice to try it out. Okay, how lifeline works is that you send a message to the last person to post in the thread (the post can be about how your feeling) so that you can check on them and make sure that they’re not doing anything harmful. The...

It started when I was young, often wondering who would actually care if it wasn't around anymore. And when I say young, I mean like 7 or 8. I'm 49 as I write this now. My upbringing was strict, and with few friends allowed. In two years of junior high, I never ate in the cafeteria with the other...

Hi everyone first post and just feel like this is the only place I can be honest. in short from a very complicated story, I was damaged medically and have recovered massively but now have reactions to all fragrances, glues, smoke which makes living extremely hard. I’m mainly housebound as...

Even though I had a wonderful day today, I still want to off myself after all this. I’m trying so, so hard to have hope. I need to be here for my friends, I have to help them, I have to stay alive. There are things I love, people I love, to be here for. But I just hate myself far too much. The...

No matter how many people compliment me or my work, or tell me I matter or have skill in something. I'll never believe it. I'll never be good enough for myself. I can't draw well or write well. The characters I make and the ideas I have are all awful, all I do is just copy ideas from other...

Parents finally found out about my depression and suicide attempts, the I have been hiding for the past 25+ years. How? By looking at a confidential psychologist report, that i did know they where given in envelope from my doctor. The Story: Ok, so monday I lost a piece of paper that had a...

Hey, If you are a young teen like me *hiya this is a place for you. -Benjamin Franklin

I suffer from Bipolar II, PTSD and chronic anxiety. When I started dating my ex-wife in 2015 I told her all about it and explained it in as much detail as I could. I'm up front about it when meeting someone new for a relationship because I know firsthand that it is not easy living with someone...

I am in a rut. I took a few months off to care for my father while he recovered from cancer. Now it's time for me to go back to work, but I don't want to. I've wanted to leave for a while now. I have the option to take an immersive 3-month course. I used to look forward to the idea of this...

The name I go bye is lost hope because so many months ago I did I'm trying so hard to stay but it gets to hard mi mama is loco telling me it ok to self harm and I believe her but I'm young but go through so much crap for a kid plz dont ignore mw because I'm a kid ok I think that's it

I don't really talk about this irl because it can be really triggering for my close ones (and sometimes for me), but i am scared and worried all the time about my dad since he suffers from depression and once he tried to kill himself. This happened a bit after he divorced my mom (2015), i have...

Hey everyone, I’m new to this so I’m not too sure about how this works so bare with me here... So I’m in a relationship and have been for about a year and a month. Recently I went to a friends house who’s a girl, and a lesbian (we’ll call her sally) . I am also a girl but i am bisexual. Anyway...

i have been having severe thoughts of suicide lately. and more... even in my dreams. the one time where i think i’m at peace and think i will take a short break from reality. no. i cry myself to sleep at night. i get picked on during the day. it’s even seeped through into my dreams. my thoughts...

I'm sorry if I had to repost. My question cause I'm really at my lowest now. Just a short brief back story. I met a girl on a social networking app. She offered sex. I asked how old she was and she said she turns 17 next month (legal age is 16). It is however illegal to pay money to a minor for...

Been 6 years in a depressive state, I don't know how much of my mental cognitive ability is gone, probably atleast 40% not kidding, slurred speech, tendencies to go off on tangents, hyperbolic, insomnia. Tried ideas contacting, help in my jsut yestreday after relaisign tring to get help on...

And I really do feel better. But today I found out an old friend’s sister committed suicide and all I feel is envy. I’m sad for my friend. But I also now can’t stop thinking about suicide and how I want to be done with this world too. I know this is so fucked up and I feel terrible that...