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suicidal

  1. D

    25+ years down the drain

    Parents finally found out about my depression and suicide attempts, the I have been hiding for the past 25+ years. How? By looking at a confidential psychologist report, that i did know they where given in envelope from my doctor. The Story: Ok, so monday I lost a piece of paper that had a...
  2. Beyond_Χάρη

    Young Teens

    Hey, If you are a young teen like me *hiya this is a place for you. -Benjamin Franklin
  3. F

    TL;DR - Divorced and Alone

    I suffer from Bipolar II, PTSD and chronic anxiety. When I started dating my ex-wife in 2015 I told her all about it and explained it in as much detail as I could. I'm up front about it when meeting someone new for a relationship because I know firsthand that it is not easy living with someone...
  4. alixer

    I'm scared that I don't care anymore to get better

    I am in a rut. I took a few months off to care for my father while he recovered from cancer. Now it's time for me to go back to work, but I don't want to. I've wanted to leave for a while now. I have the option to take an immersive 3-month course. I used to look forward to the idea of this...
  5. Lost hope2014

    Hii yall

    The name I go bye is lost hope because so many months ago I did I'm trying so hard to stay but it gets to hard mi mama is loco telling me it ok to self harm and I believe her but I'm young but go through so much crap for a kid plz dont ignore mw because I'm a kid ok I think that's it
  6. YikesImSad

    Practical Advice Suicidal parent

    I don't really talk about this irl because it can be really triggering for my close ones (and sometimes for me), but i am scared and worried all the time about my dad since he suffers from depression and once he tried to kill himself. This happened a bit after he divorced my mom (2015), i have...
  7. H

    Practical Advice Long story, I cheated and now what

    Hey everyone, I’m new to this so I’m not too sure about how this works so bare with me here... So I’m in a relationship and have been for about a year and a month. Recently I went to a friends house who’s a girl, and a lesbian (we’ll call her sally) . I am also a girl but i am bisexual. Anyway...
  8. darkdaisy

    i want out.

    i have been having severe thoughts of suicide lately. and more... even in my dreams. the one time where i think i’m at peace and think i will take a short break from reality. no. i cry myself to sleep at night. i get picked on during the day. it’s even seeped through into my dreams. my thoughts...
  9. M

    Is it worth killing myself over this?

    I'm sorry if I had to repost. My question cause I'm really at my lowest now. Just a short brief back story. I met a girl on a social networking app. She offered sex. I asked how old she was and she said she turns 17 next month (legal age is 16). It is however illegal to pay money to a minor for...
  10. FauxMorale

    Desperate

    Been 6 years in a depressive state, I don't know how much of my mental cognitive ability is gone, probably atleast 40% not kidding, slurred speech, tendencies to go off on tangents, hyperbolic, insomnia. Tried ideas contacting, help in my jsut yestreday after relaisign tring to get help on...
  11. CBunny9

    I know my last post was literally saying I feel better

    And I really do feel better. But today I found out an old friend’s sister committed suicide and all I feel is envy. I’m sad for my friend. But I also now can’t stop thinking about suicide and how I want to be done with this world too. I know this is so fucked up and I feel terrible that...
  12. adrasteia

    How to stay positive

    I’m 18 years old. Eighteen. Seems pretty young. Yet amazingly, I’m already halfway through my life expectancy. Living with vascular EDS and severe lupus is awful. I’m not going to lie: it is terrible. I’m in the hospital more often than not, I’m in constant pain. Not to mention my grades are...
  13. Ann YoRHa

    What should I do?

    Hello, again. I haven't been here for a while for reasons but, I wanted to come back I needed someone to talk to. Lately over the past few months I feel depressed again. It's worst this time. Back in high school I would get fleeting thoughts of suicide, but I could easily distract myself. Now I...
  14. Gems

    I really want to die right now

    I feel so lost right now and like life isn't worth living. I can't stop thinking about all the times I was bullied throughout my life and all of the horrible things that were done and said to me. I constantly rely on drugs to silence these ever intruding thoughts. I have no friends aside from...
  15. Lestat

    My friend just killed himself

    I am in a crisis house and I made a friend. I was helping him get through losing his his job, possibly his relationship and many other issues. When I first met him he was suicidal and wasn't allowed out. Had his car taken away from him and all credit cards because of how suicidal he was. Through...
  16. sickanon2

    24, unemployed, and hopeless

    I have been unemployed nearly six months now. I have always worked hard, I always scored top marks in school and college, and earned myself a first class honours degree. I secured an excellent internship straight out of college, and managed to earn myself a full time job out of it. During the...
  17. G

    She wants to die

    How to deal with someone decided to commit suicide, because her partner broke up with her and she doesn’t want to live without him? I tried everything, telling her that it will pass, that she has to love herself first, but she just cries and says she doesn’t want to be here anymore. I’m so...
  18. A

    Terrible Night

    I have had a terrible night and my dog got out and I got mad at my mom for calling me to the door and the dog ran. My mom and brother started threatening to call the cops and put me in jail. They were yelling and I kicked a cat bowl off the porch and my brother. My brother walked past and threw...
  19. gypsylee

    “I Know You” by Henry Rollins

    I discovered Henry Rollins at 19; I’m 44 now and still consider him one of my biggest inspirations. I’ve seen his Spoken Word tours twice in recent years. He has one of the most awesome minds (in my opinion) but he isn’t that well known. I just felt compelled to share this with you all. I hope...
  20. H

    Don't deserve help Rant

    i always say when I'm skinny or lose more weight I will get help and go to therapy because I don't deserve to get help if I'm fat. I don't deserve to get better because I have never attempted suicide (I want to kill myself but I'm a fucking pussy) and am not depressed or suicidal enough. I don't...
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