suicide planning

I want to die more than anything else in the world. It's all I can think about, it's all I fucking want to do. I can't stand myself anymore, I can't handle being around myself. Everything I say is wrong, and every time I try and say what I'm thinking I can't. Every day feels the same and I feel...

Hi everyone first post and just feel like this is the only place I can be honest. in short from a very complicated story, I was damaged medically and have recovered massively but now have reactions to all fragrances, glues, smoke which makes living extremely hard. I’m mainly housebound as...

I've been through some hard shit in this year. Since New Years Eve I've been feeling completely down and felt like something really bad was about to happen. And it did, several times. My educational life, which was pretty much all that I had, has completely and absolutely collapsed, all the way...

Hi, I am thinking a lot about suicide and it really scares me but I am not sure if I will go through with it or not. Is there anybody out there who thinks a lot about suicide and what have you thought about? I am truly at the end of my rope

I've been stuck in a bipolar low since Thursday night. I was manic because my artwork and spoken word were being featured at a show at the university I used to attend. I was a star, I was on top of the world, I felt like god was inside me. Now I'm just really numb and I want to <mod edit -...

And that is totally practical. I know people encourage others and help them. I don't know if I wanted that, or maybe I do want that and just can't admit that to myself. I had a bad childhood and I wish things were different. I was suicidal over my childhood, yes. My dad was a monster, a true...

I'm not sure what makes history repeat itself. I'm attractive. Good in bed. Loyal. Honest. Open minded. Giving. I play video games. I like hiking or exploring. Creative, a visual artist. Im a selfless lover, and I love hard. This is my 2nd "love", I'm 27. 8 years first. Currently 3...

I have a appointment to the therapist on July 5 and I'm thinking of telling him just how bad my thoughts of suicide has gotten and how easy it would be for me to succeed in it. The thing is, I know it'll lead to me being put in a hospital but at the same time I sort of feel like I should go...

I have a appointment to the therapist on July 5 and I'm thi kink of telling him just if bad my thoughts of suicide has gotten and how easy it would be for me to succeed in it. The thing is, I know it'll lead to me being put in a hospital but at the same time I sort of feel like I should go. I've...

I apologise to all if this is triggering and for the length of this post, but this has been something that has been playing on my mind for a long time and I really feel like I need to discuss it to get it out of my system. I have suffered with suicidal ideation many times over the past 12 or so...