suicide

  1. Jena

    It feels like my thoughts are not my own

    It started a few weeks ago. I noticed depression start to reel its ugly head. Day by day and week by week its been getting worse. The past few days have particularly rough. Ive thinking about suicide more frequently. I actually wrote little notes about it and placed them around my work. People...
  2. Mayarian

    Its still there

    Since I joined this forum, every single of members that reply to my threads are really helpful to made me better abou myself. I never imagined crying like a baby all night alone bcs someone on the internet told that I tried my best and other soothing words, really. It always like a...
  3. rebeccaspins

    I wish I lived alone

    I feel so trapped and hopeless. I've been this way for years. I'm stuck living with my mum and her aggressive partner and it's killing me inside. He has extreme anger issues just like my father. I feel like a naughty child when in fact I'm a 24-year-old woman with a Masters degree from a great...
  4. RockIsMyLife74

    I wrote a story, where should I publish it?

    OK, because this is National Suicide Prevention Week, I wrote a story about a guy who attempts to prevent a friend from committing suicide. I printed out a few physical copies and distributed them to friends and family, and it got positive reactions. One guy said I should publish it online, but...
  5. sisyphus

    I want to find a quick way to die.

    I tried to make myself better. I tried to be a better person. I tried to let people help me. I wanted so bad to get well. But all I am is lost. All I am is empty. And I will always feel lonely, Even tho imI not alone. No one could possibly help me. No one could always be there. There will...
  6. Boogaloo

    My best friend is suicidal and seeing her suffer destroys me inside.

    My best friend and girlfriend is very much suicidal and has been since she was very young. She self-harms and is very traumatized by her past. She was raped by her mother at the age of 10, and has been abused physically and mentally by her parents all her life. Her mother was an alcoholic, and...
  7. L

    Anger...so much anger

    I still have so much anger. My husband killed himself over 15 years ago on the day our divorce was to be final. He called me, said I win, and <Mod Edit - Methods>. Told me only an act of God will end the marriage. On a few occasions he tried to coax me to his place alone. I was so on guard and...
  8. Indigos

    It's all piling up and I can't dig my way out

    My grandmother had a stroke in February of this year. The day before that I found out my girlfriend had cheated on me and slept with someone. After we break up she starts dating a new guy and she doesn't know his last name. I constantly saw her in school with him, he was usually kissing her and...
  9. heydear12

    I Need Help About Helping A Friend...

    Hello Guys I haven't been here for some time now, it is good to be back fortunately I am not here seeking help for myself, I have a friend who is in clinical depression and have a serious hearth disease. She had this disease for a long time and combined with depression it has become life...
  10. LonelyHiker

    Depression, Illness, and Reckless Stupidity

    I'm not really sure how to post this. I guess I'll start by saying I made the monumentally stupid decision to drop my employer's health coverage last year. I was depressed (or more depressed than usual) about debt and household expenses, and in my depressed state, decided to drop coverage during...
  11. M

    Help.

    I'm holding a <Mod Edit:Methods>
  12. sisyphus

    I feel like I NEED to die.

    I don't feel like suicide is an option. I feel as if it is an obligation of some kind. It became incredibly hard for me to believe that getting better is necessary; I really trust that death is the way - the one and only way. Five years ago I planned carefully my depart, but I believed I had...
  13. Sevven

    11 Years

    Today is the day I first tried to kill myself and learned the devastated feelings of "the day after." Every year it's a weird day. Sometimes it's a celebration of the life I've lived in spite of myself. This year it's kind of a, "Wow, none of this mess you live now had to happen if you weren't...
  14. markie ques.

    i hate myself for what i've done

    I have done so many unforgivable things in my past to people that I loved. they hurt just so I could relieve some stress. They let me put them down so that I could feel good. They let me hurt them so that I could feel okay. But i didn't realize that these things weren't okay!! I thought I was...
  15. madridland

    I need to tell my friends...

    2 of my friends are currently mad at me and and aren't talking with me. One is my roommate which makes it really hard. I'm really struggling and need help from my friends though but since their mad at me I feel like I can't bring my feelings of depression and thoughts of suicide up to them...
  16. Eärendil

    My girlfriend commit suicide, and I feel guilty and with desires to follow her

    My girlfriend, who suffered from untreated borderline personality disorder, committed suicide three months ago, and I haven't been able to avoid it, despite being well aware of her persistent suicidal ideas and having access to the means to do so. She tried three times before, and in each of...
  17. raspberrymacaron

    Should I still be concerned?

    trigger warning: substance abuse and suicide Not sure if this is the correct place, but sorry if not. I'm new to the forum. On Thursday I took <mod edit - method > I had some mild heart pain, but not a lot. I felt relatively euphoric. A little bit nauseous, but I wasn't sick until the morning...
  18. sisyphus

    Random Venting

    Feel free to ignore this. I just HAVE to vent before my mind blows... I understand no one can give advice on that and I am sorry haha I just needed to pour it all out of my chest... __________ It can only get harder. It is downhill from now on. I gave up on all of my college duties. And I am...
  19. sisyphus

    Family trouble

    I don't get along well with my family. My entire life I felt like they hated me. They have stopped and became "supportive", stopped the abuse (specially physical) bad everything. But they never noticed I was depressed, they ignored all of my mental health issues and have always put me as lazy...
  20. Nocturne

    Don't know what to say . . .

    I was on the way out this past June when someone saved me. Someone who had their own problems but to me they were a beautiful human being and I loved them. They told me wonderful things, they became my reason for living. Now over the last few weeks they have withdrawn into their own world and I...
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