“Am I doing this to myself for a reason?” This is a question I’ve always asked myself for quite some time for the last couple of months. It seems I’m out to make my life miserable one step at a time. I am trying to ruin my friendships with friends…I’m trying to ruin this or that. I just….I never saw it and still don’t see it that way. After the last big fight I had with my best friend…it was thrown back in my face, that the reason why no one likes to be my friend is cause of how I am. I just am… I do this to myself. Do what I asked…and they said this. So I’m doing wrong I suppose then just being me.