10 days left

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by readytoctb, Jan 19, 2010.

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  1. readytoctb

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    Well I arrived last night at the place where I will do it, I had thought about doing it at home, but I did not want to die in that place that has so many bad memories. I have to say goodbye to a cpl of friends over the next few days which is going to be very hard and start shopping for the items I need. I am so ready to go, I just hope I can hold on till next week, it is important that I do it on the day I have planned.
     
  2. molotov

    molotov Well-Known Member

    Hi ready,

    Why is it so important that you do it then?

    I don't know anything about your situation.. I would like to though if you are up to talking about it.
     
  3. DS

    DS Account Closed

    ugh...
    you know my feelings.
    Please do speak with molotov...i think it would be good.
    **HUGS**
     
  4. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    can we change your mind?
     
  5. DS

    DS Account Closed

    i feel so inadequate.
    i hear how much you hurt
    your pain
    it pains me you are alone in that hotel room
    i wish you would get out at least for a bit
    this never should have happened to you
    it's all wrong
    ugh
    i'm scared that at any minute the pain will be too much and u will ditch your date, i don't know...nvm.
    ugh
    I've really not asked much of you. I've been willing to walk with you. please consider, at least committing to not doing anything prior to a certain day? ...and if it gets unbearable, please come talk to someone, at least give yourself a chance
     
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