Its only 10 days till valentines day, the day that decides my future. it sounds really stupid and over dramatic, but thats how i feel. If my boy doesnt take me bac then i cant go on, there is no point, without him there is no me. everyone says i shouldnt live my life for someone else, but i dont want to live it for me if hes not by my side. i love him, i need him, hes the only one that can turn my nightmare into a dream! im so scared that hes never going to b mine again :sad: