Im here again, been months since ive last logged on but Many suicidal attempts later i finally think its time!
i've taken 10 tablets and im ready to take the other 10, im not sure why im here maybe i really dont wanna die? but i've had enough, no matter how much i try to change something always goes wrong.
my dads dead my mum takes everything out on me, im starting to hate my dad just cause hes n ot here and im taking the shit that he should be taking. The only thing that makes me feel better is smoking and the bitch took that away I have no money nowhere to go or run to. I'd be suprised if i was even able to leave the house. It feels like everythings ontop of me im carrying everyones weight and I can't do it anymore
So once again goodbye x
i've taken 10 tablets and im ready to take the other 10, im not sure why im here maybe i really dont wanna die? but i've had enough, no matter how much i try to change something always goes wrong.
my dads dead my mum takes everything out on me, im starting to hate my dad just cause hes n ot here and im taking the shit that he should be taking. The only thing that makes me feel better is smoking and the bitch took that away I have no money nowhere to go or run to. I'd be suprised if i was even able to leave the house. It feels like everythings ontop of me im carrying everyones weight and I can't do it anymore
So once again goodbye x