100 steps backwards...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by kindtosnails, Dec 17, 2006.

  1. kindtosnails

    kindtosnails Staff Alumni

    :cry: Blah stupid self pitying pity crap, grr venting, sorry. What's the point? Why do i do this, bring it all on myself, stupid, bad person through and through and that isn't changing any time soon. Failure failure failure. Stupid, stupid, need to be punished, really should be. Don't even have anyone to do that anymore, not like I'll find someone now. And I can't do it, I shouldn't but then why not? What's the point? Really?
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Blue hun, deep breath and then explain...what the hell has happened!!!!
  3. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I feel the same way:sad: , just afraid to end it all - afraid of the consequences. I hope you are feeling some better soon.:smile:

  4. kindtosnails

    kindtosnails Staff Alumni

    nothing. nothing "happened". i cant live with me anymore. cant let me live its not fair on anyone. its not. just gonna keep fucking everything up. could have been gone a month ago if i wasnt so stupid fucked that up too. :cry: sorry.
  5. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Ah hun, you aint fucked nothing up :hug: :hug: :hug:
  6. kindtosnails

    kindtosnails Staff Alumni

  7. Fatman1966

    Fatman1966 Antiquitie's Friend

    You got to give em a bit more to go on than that !!!

    Or at least offer me some proof :biggrin:

    I'll be officialy an old fart in 12 days, 2 hours and 54 miutes time !

    What can be worse than that ?
  8. kindtosnails

    kindtosnails Staff Alumni

    apparently my explanation whatever isnt good enough so i just give up on this.
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  9. blackfire

    blackfire Well-Known Member

    calm down and explain. what happened?
  10. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    hey blueberry are you there tell us what´s going on, we want to help you and listen to you, we are her for you, so please try to calm down as blackfire said and tell us...nobody diserves to feel like you do now..