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Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by yoyo79, Oct 14, 2012.

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  1. yoyo79

    yoyo79 Banned Member

    I don't feel like I belong anywhere and I don;t knw why I haven;t just been killed because I know some of me was. People think I am crazy but I know what happened because I felt it and was there. It is like pieces of my childhood all over again and the same terrible feelings being inflicted, a psychic attack on my mind and I don't understand why. It is being done to my Mum too, she has been horrble to me, but punishing her won;t help what she has done to me and they have sent her completly crazy now, walking around in her own shit and the craziest I have seen her, except I wonder now was she always this carazy but i just couldnt see it? none of my life seems real anymore, i dont know what she did to me, but she has destroyed my mind and killed my soul and now there is no pioint carrying on like this a smashed up mess who everyone just thinks is crazy and treats like a retard. i feel like i am being punsihed for what she has done to me and all i want is to be helped and to be ok or it will kill me and will be registered as suicide when infact it is murder. It is like the past over and over, like echoes everywhere, tv, music, ppl talking, ppls judgements, comments, so called syncronicities which are scaring me. I don't understand why it is like this.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Your mother hun if she is ill needs to reach out for help and you hun you deserve help so reach out for it ok. No one will judge you here we understand so you do have a place where you can come and talk and not be judged There will always be people who make other lives so hard but you hun have to ignore them ok and try to get out and make a place for you that is safe a place of your own away from all the craziness I am sorry you are feeling so alone hun but your not ok hugs
     
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