Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
I'm giving up. I promised I wouldn't but I'm not sure I can keep it. I'm just so tired of pretending to be happy and optimistic and normal and faithful. Nothing seems to work. I see no hope for the future.
I'm doing better now. I just had an episode last night that's it. I went to KCCC (a christian crusade) hoping to feel something, to be radically changed but nothing happened. I guess my expectations were too high. To add to that I have a stalker, my grades are falling, blah blah blah and all that shit.