Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by MoAnamCara, Dec 8, 2014.

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  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    I dont know what to say. I'm in this icky place. It is stupid. So am I.

    On the fence this evening about contacting someone. a good person but they hurt me recently. Can I risk that again?

    Just want to scream and cut and make myself numb and calm and find some peace.
  2. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    wow. ok.

    think I need to get a hold of someone. but i dont want to.
  3. _nick_

    _nick_ Active Member

    Come into the chat.
  4. Donnanobispacem

    Donnanobispacem Well-Known Member

    Where are you?
  5. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    I had to try to communicate with someone, anyone. And I did, after I SH. Stupid.

    And again tonight, even more stupid.

    I wish I hadn't opened this pandora's box. I didn't really, something else triggered all of this. But it seems to not be leaving, easing, calming, going away. And I wish it would.

    Thanks to those who responded, sincere thanks.
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Sorry you are SH'ing again :(

    You're not stupid or any other not so nice words you may think you are.. We all have done things we aren't proud of that doesn't make us stupid, it makes us human. I see you're offline, I hope you are sleeping soundly!! We're always here for you hun.
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