Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Scum, Jan 18, 2007.

  1. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Can't put my finger on it

    crying all the time

    feeling bad

    anxiety off the chart thanx to that idiot

    anaemia bad for reasons that I am not in control of


    so tired of fighting

    struggling to get up each day

    it's all wrong

    Can't put my finger on it
  2. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Oh, and it doesn't need a reply, there is no reply. I was just trying to figure stuff out
  3. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Oh yeah, and thank you so much for reminding me how much everyone wants me dead

    Thanks a fucking bunch to you (not directed at anyone on here)
  4. Mya

    Mya Well-Known Member

    more people want me dead than want you dead...
  5. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    :hug: Scum

    Hang in there :)

    We're here for you :) :hug:
  6. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    Yeah Scum i know this perhaps isnt much use from me but please try and hang in there as best you can ok?i hear you and i know its hard.And you sound about as tired as i feel right now to be honest.But i hope you can get through this and find a way to come out the other side.im sorry it seems like you just have so much to deal with tright now and im not surprised your tired of fighting.Please lean on us and i know you dont know me that well and i dont really know you but if you ever want to talk please feel free to PM me or contact me anytime.2lost4words i cant speak for other people but i certainly dont want to see you dead,or either of you or anyone for that matter and i think that youd probably be surprised how many people in this world may be horrified if they did find out you had died.Please look after yourselves both of you and im here if you need me and hug for you too Joe if wanted!!!Great to see you around hun.Scum i hope things get better for you soon.Please update us if you want to and feel upto it.im sorry your feeling so bad.

    Take care
  7. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    You can't possibly know that. You don't know me and have no clue about my life, same as I don't know you, so making a comment like that is totally absurd
  8. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    How are you today?
  9. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    I'm fine thank you

    * * * * *

    Need it to stop

    The constant bleeding

    The excruciating pain

    The sleeplessness

    Need the doctor

    Can't go

    How can I go to someone who has made it clear that he wants me dead, as they all do, and ask for help. Not happening.#

    Stuck here, like this.

    Not getting better, not going away

    It's killing me, it's helping me kill myself. I don't even need to try any more because it's already happening.

    It never stops
  10. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    I know you want me dead

    It's happening, don't worry

    You all want me dead

    I know the truth

    I see it in your eyes

    I see it in your actions

    I know what you think

    I read it in your words

    You want me dead

    So don't ever tell me any different
  11. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member


    F Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu C K !!!!!!!!