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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by PorcelainDoll, Oct 26, 2015.

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  1. PorcelainDoll

    PorcelainDoll Member

    I want to die. I want to stop breathing. I want to never wake up. I dont see what the point is anymore. Im a burden to my family anyway.I think they'll pretty much be happier here without me. Cuz I'm not " independent" they said. Sensitive weakling who will just get bullied. Crazy aunt who is allegedly jealous. Doesnt matter. Whats the point? Im a burden. I need to die. Im a burden. I need to die.
     
  2. PorcelainDoll

    PorcelainDoll Member

    I want her to kill me. She hates me right? So just kill me please.
     
  3. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Please don't give up. If you have to, go to the hospital. Let them help you. You deserve life. Hugs Please stay strong and keep on going.
     
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  4. PorcelainDoll

    PorcelainDoll Member

    The thing is, I cant even get out of the house. We live in the middle of nowhere in a country that thinks mental health is a myth.
     
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi porcelain doll

    May I ask what country you live in? maybe I can find some resources online that may help you. I am sorry you are feeling the way you are, i feel like I'm a burden too, it's a really horrible feeling. What has gone on between you and your aunt? I think you are strong for fighting this head on and sharing your story. I hope you get relief from talking here. Hope you are feeling a bit better today (hugs)
     
  6. PorcelainDoll

    PorcelainDoll Member


    Thanks for the replies. I really appreciate it. I'm feeling better today.

    I understand the way I wrote last night was a bit confusing. Hysteria you know... You have it backwards. I'm the aunt. I really feel too emotionally drained right now to explain. Forgive me, I'll explain next time.

    I'm sorry. I'm really scared with regards to sharing location information. I hope you understand. Suffice it to say, I live somewhere in West Asia aka the Middle East.

    I hope your day was better too.
     
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Oh no worries about your location, just though I could help if I knew. Don't ever let anyone pressure you into saying something you don't want to. Hugs to you and glad you are feeling a bit better today :)
     
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