Someone bloody shoot me please. Please just kill me. I can't go on like this. Every bloody night this week i been feelings shit. Sleep pattern all over the place. Mood swings. Messed up head. I should of never of been honest with people. The people who want me to be honest are the people i find it the hardest to be honest with. They know its hard for me, im just gonna keep all the crap in my head till it breaks me. I can't talk to people, especially a few people in particular. Just someone kill me, put me out of feeling like this. The only thing thats keep me sane is hearing people. People want me to be honest with them but cant give the honesty back. Put on the mask, just like everyone does. Well i think its time i fine the mask i took off when i got too close to someone here. The mask that made people think everything was allright.