I moved out of my apt and let my wife know yesterday what my plans were. She didn't try and stop me or offer to comeback so I guess I made the right decision. Hopefully between now and then she will change her mind but I doubt it, if not I will be dead in 13days anyway so I guess it won't matter. Not sure how I feel today, last night I was scared for the first time since I came to terms with dying. Having finally set things in motion lifted a weight off of me and removed some of the depression and let in some fear.