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Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Sa Palomera, Mar 1, 2007.

  1. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    please don't delete this, I'm writing this very slowly and thoughtful for as far as it is possible.

    I feel like screaming eveyrthin I screamed in all the posts that got deleted (and I guess you were right, it was too much and out of order).

    I've just got soo much anger in me, and bitterness and sadness, about the situation with my Father... so I drink to make it go away for a bit, but it doesnt help so I take a hashcookie, but then that doesnt work so I take more AND drinks, more and more
    but then I screw everything up even more
    but I wont stop.

    i'm really reallky really angry and sad and hurt
    cant even imagine how much. icant even fucking describe the damn pain :cry:
     
  2. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Hun, :sad: its understandable to feel anger. Anyone else would be aswell. Love ya hun xxx
     
  3. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    oh well.
    whatever.
     
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  4. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Est delete it, not edit it typing what im saying!!

    *edit*

    Esttttttttttttttt!! :whip:
     
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  5. LeaveMeAlone

    LeaveMeAlone Well-Known Member

    please talk to me, i'm not sure how much longer i'm going to be here.
     
  6. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    talking.
     
  7. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    pussycat dolls
     
  8. LeaveMeAlone

    LeaveMeAlone Well-Known Member

    are you ignoring me?
     
  9. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Matthew she is asleep. Take a chill pill. She ain't ignoring ya.
     
  10. LeaveMeAlone

    LeaveMeAlone Well-Known Member

    damn, i really didn't want to have to live another night like this.
     
  11. Ignored

    Ignored Staff Alumni

    Guys, you should take this to pm as it's a private conversation.
     
  12. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Not too private, i dont care about anyone seeing what i had to say. In fact i think Ester should of seen it. But whatever i dont mind, was your choice.
     
  13. LeaveMeAlone

    LeaveMeAlone Well-Known Member

    as she also deleted this post, you won't know that i'm going to be alive at least another day. still not that that was important information or anything.
     
  14. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    :blink:

    Ish?
     
  15. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    woooooooooddddduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup, noibody?
     
  16. ~Nobody~

    ~Nobody~ Well-Known Member

    You okay hon'? Can I do anything at all to help?

    :hug:
     
  17. mike25

    mike25 Well-Known Member

    You know drink and hashcookies don't help. In fact, they make things worse. Help yourself, and stop consuming them. Anger eats a person up inside, but in time, we all learn to acknowledge the hurt, and let it pass.
     
  18. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    want a cookie? :p loool
     
  19. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    yush pleeeeeease
     
  20. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    my postst keep disappareing