im only 14 but ready too do it. im not sure whats wrong or why i want to do it. im angry and sad and just done. i wish i could experience more life but their is <Mod edit:Irishdoll,methods> sitting in my cupboard right now. i could prolly down the bottle in like a min. its only 5:35 am so parents are not awake for another hour. be enough time to do some damage. got a school report do at like 11:30 that i haven't even started. test today that I haven't studied for and i just cant do it all. suffered from enough stress from school and life. i have no social life at all and barely any true friends. i just sit in my room and play video games all day. im such a failure. i use to get straight As without even trying but now im working harder than ever and can barely manage a C. i dont know. i just want it to be over.