I am fourteen years old. Yes, I know I'm young. I've been feeling really depressed and left out. I've never had a girlfriend, I'm shorter than the average male, I am made fun of by people because of my New Orleanian/Cuban accent and my height and my childish face. I do have friends, though.. I don't know why I'm feeling real depressed, actually. It's what I just explained and.. I guess life is getting boring. The government is hiding things from us, Gays don't have many rights, there's a war going on, and no one even cares about global warming and that we're running out of fuel. No one opens their eyes to new ideas. If there are still people who don't believe in extra-terrestrials, then I think we're just stupid people. Humans are pathetic people. If discriminate, laughing at disabilities, and violence is called "being Human", we are pathetic people. I feel like I'm being watched.. I'm afraid of the dark because of "ghosts". (FFS call them spirits.) I see something moving in the dark or the face of someone familiar that isn't there and immediately I'm scared. Sometimes, I think that God is talking to me and telling me to do things or else no one will ever love me in the future.. so I do them. No, they're not bad things. I would never harm a person.. unless that person was trying to harm me physically for a bad reason (like robbing etc).