Hello. My name is Rachel and I'm new to this forum. I'm here for the same reasons most all others are. Looking for support and people who have the same kinds of feelings, thoughts, and urges that I do. I've suffered alone in this for 14 years. I have a suicide note I wrote when I was 10 years old. I'm now 24 and no medicine, therapy, hypnotism, etc. can make the thoughts and urges subside. I'm here to offer what knowledge and support I can to others who need it. Hope y'all have a peaceful and calm day.