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Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Marshmallow, Apr 15, 2007.

  1. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Why do i feel so shitty right now. Feel like i've lost the will to live. I feel so empty :sad: I thought the only reason i was living was for my family and even know that means nothing to me, anyone who knows me well enough knows family means the fucking world to me. But right now it don't mean shit to me, thats how low i feel.

    Wanna cry but can't.
    Wanna talk but can't.
    Wanna sleep but can't.

    Lowest of the low. I've never felt like this. All day i've been in this little world of my own. Put on a brave face for other people.

    Can't stop shaking. Feel so sick :sad: haven't eaten again today :dry: thats like 3 days straight that i've hardly eaten. Not even a full meal. What the hell is wrong with me :sad:

    I can't do right for shit. I don't talk peeps get pissed, i talk i bring people down. No winning.

    I really think im done. I think its over.

    :cry:
     
  2. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    please dont do anything sweetie.
    loves ya. and am always here for you
    :hug: :hug: :hug:
     
  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Viks :sad: :hug: Hang in there hun
     
  4. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Vikki :sad: :sad:

    Please you can do it, things will look up again. Please hang in there

    :hug: :arms: :hug:
     
  5. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Gonna go die in a hole :sad:

    Why the fuck can't i jus snap out of it. Maybe i should just lay here in the dark and convince myself to do it.

    :cry:
     
  6. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    :hug: :hug: No vikki, you gotta hold on. Better days will come...!

    :arms:
     
  7. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    no, no point. I'm done.

    Been looking at a certain thing :wink:

    Its over.
     
  8. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    vikki, please don't!! :cry:
     
  9. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    i'm sorry :cry:
     
  10. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Vikki :sad:


    Please.. :cry: