Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by selly, Jun 1, 2007.

  1. selly

    selly Active Member

    i hate feeling like i'm being torn in a million directions at once.
    i hate being indecisive.
    i hate that nothing is ever good enough.

    god damn it.
  2. selly

    selly Active Member

    i know this is a random addition but i'd just like to say that i feel very proud of myself right now. :smile:

    i had pretty much ever pill in my house sitting in front of me ready to take.
    and i stopped myself all on my own without anyone helping me.
    mind you, i am drinking a mixture of bailey's and hot chocolate but that's a lot better than killing myself.

    i dunno. good for me.
    no one else is going to be praise me so i might as well right? :smile: