I guess its a short life by anyones terms and a pathetic one at that. Ive always been weak in the eyes of others. My family is constantly telling me im crazy yet never lending a hand to help me. Ive fallen down this hole I created myself and now there is no way out. What started 18 years ago shouldve ended then. Maybe then I wouldnt have had to suffer through this life. Im failing my senior year....If i could just make the effort...but to me it seems pointless. Why strive for success when I have to deal with so much...Leaving my old school sophmore year to another bigger one... now I am apart from everyone no one to talk to...no one to confide in...I just bottle it all up... So I guess whats the point anymore.... I just hope the overpass is high enough to end it tonight because I wont suffer through another week of my worthless existance.