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[RainbowChaser]

I'm sorry to the one who triggered me by flirting with me and trying to make me feel better.
I'm sorry to the one I have the world's biggest crush on, but can't explain.
I'm sorry to the one I don't want to lose, but I can't help.
I'm sorry to the one who wants me to help the help, but I can't even help myself right now.

I'm sorry to everyone else I'm letting down by doing this too.

 

[Beret]

Hun, dont be sorry we want to be here for you :hug:
Beret xxx

 

[Sakura]

Sammie, first what happened? :hug:

Second, please don't go and do anything to harm yourself Sammie...I'm begging you :sad:

And third :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

We love you Sammie. Please let us know what's happened so that we may help :hug: :hug:

:rose:

 

[RainbowChaser]

I'm sorry, I can't explain it - there's just too much going on at once.

I've been so damn selfish lately. I guess looking like I don't care for people will be an advantage when this finally works, that way no-one will be upset.

 

[SteakAndChips]

hey - I'm always here if you need a friend :hug:

 

[~Nobody~]

Sammie.... :sad: I text you right away after I read the text you sent me. But I know I didn't see it until hours after you sent it.

You had better text back Sammie. :sad: I'm so sorry I wasn't there. Please don't think it's 'cause I don't care, I just didn't look at my phone (not like me, I know, and it won't happen again).

I really hope you're okay. I meant everything I said to you this morning.

Take care and stay safe :hug:

~Nobody~ x x x

 

[smackh2o]

I'm sorry Sammie. I was so tired and stressed out I just couldnt function. I was trying to tell you that you can get better and there's loads of ppl on this site who can help. I'm sorry about thinking you were talking about Clare, it was a stupid mistake. I hope you're ok

 

[thepaper]

I know the feeling.
Focus on yourself right now. Once you are able to concentrate on yourself then help your friend.
Loves and Hugs
Wishes and Kisses

 

[RainbowChaser]

I've tried. I really can't take it any more.

 

[~Nobody~]

Sammie, please :cry:.

Stay. You are a beautiful person, I'd be so upset to lose you, and so would the forum as a whole.

I meant what I said before, what you posted in that coffee house thread. Talk to me darling, I know you can get through this. You are such a strong person. I have proper signal on my phone now if you'd rather text than talk on here.

Please Sammie, hang on :hug: :hug: :hug:

x x x

 

[resistance]

I can only echo what 'Nobody' said and I'm here for you too. You're a lovely person and I don't like seeing you hurting like this. People care for you and want to help you, we won't leave you and we're here, let us be there for you. Stay strong, and I'm here anytime. :hug:

 

[RainbowChaser]

Sorry I wasn't completely truthful when leaving chat - I'm not going to be okay, but I couldn't bring myself to say it to you guys. I'm really sorry.

 

[smackh2o]

Look at all these people here to help you hun. Stay strong and let us help. Your not a terrible person at all, and too many people here want you to smile. Were all here for you :hug:

 

[~Nobody~]

You are going to be okay!!

Sammie, don't you dare leave us now. Don't you dare leave me now. We all love you to bits. Hang in there, damn you. Keep talking to us, please. Post post post, even if it doesn't seem worth posting at all, even if it's completely nonsensical, even if it's angry, self-pitying, whatever. Just do it. It might help you :hug: :hug: x x x

 

[~Nobody~]

Sammie you WALLY, keep talking! Post here, reply to me by text, do something. I'm so worried about you. I feel like I should ring but talking on the phone scares the shit out of me... :unsure: I hope you understand. :hug:

Please stay with us. Please. :hug:

x x x

 

[RainbowChaser]

I'm sorry. I ended up hurting myself so badly I could barely move. Luckily my chair at work is broken so I can't lean back on it - hopefully that should stop anyone from noticing how bad my back is. At least it doesn't look swollen any more and I'm wearing a top that covers the slight bruising.

I'm really damn sorry.

 

[lost_soul]

rainbow are you going to be ok? do you need to see a doctor, if so, go! if you want to talk, i'm on the outside looking in. take care of yourself.

 

[~Nobody~]

Sammie :sad:.

I'm just glad you are still with us, even if you are bruised :hug:.

If you need medical attention then please do get it.

Love you hon' :arms:

x x x

 

[RainbowChaser]

It's still sore, but all the marks should be gone at Friday at the latest.
I'm not okay, but I'm not sure it's wise to say so - I don't think anyone can help. So I'll keep trying to make people laugh and smile, even tho I'm not sure I can succeed right now.

 

[~Nobody~]

I'm not okay, but I'm not sure it's wise to say so - I don't think anyone can help. So I'll keep trying to make people laugh and smile, even tho I'm not sure I can succeed right now.

Sammie, please let me try. And certainly don't go putting on that mask. Let it out! We are here and we care. Please take advantage of that fact.

Here for you :arms:

x x x