I'm 17 and recently moved to Florida because of a divorce. Ever since then I have been more depressed then I ever been in my life. My dad, which also has been my best friend has been told he only has three months to live, my mom left us, and me and my gf broke up of two years. I have no friends in Florida, and no one to care or love me, and I just dont feel the need to move on. I haven't cried since I was nine but constantly I just feel horrible. I shouldn't even be thinking about this but I figured I have no one in this world, and if something does happen to my dad then i'm going with him. I'd take my life now but I dont want him to have to live through it. I just hate everything. Life is a joke, and i cant stand living here. I just want to sleep all day, and wait for the day to end to start the same shit tomorrow hoping something will change. I dont even know why im posting this. im not expecting responses back. I just wanted to get my feelings out. I keep everythig built in, not letting no one see how I really feel because I dont want to worry anyone. I cant take much more of this.