I'm 19 with schitzo effective bipolar disorder/depression, and a history of self harm, eating disorders and suicidal ideations. I recently found out I'm pregnant. My fiance my and I aren't getting along the way we use to. He was in a really good mood then he was mad at me and he left. He said he wasn't leaving me but he had to go to his parents house to "think". I don't know when/if he is coming back. This happened about an hour ago. When he left I became suicidaly depressed, then angry, now numb. I just calmed down and now I don't feel anything but this splitting headache (morning sickness + crying = migraine from h***). But I know that wont last for long (the numbness, the headache will probably last a while). I quit self harming when we got together. But sometimes its hard not to relapse. Honestly the baby is the only thing keeping me from doing something really stupid, but I don't know how long hat will work, expecially if my fiance doesn't start helping me through this.