So...yeah. I didn't use to dwell on it much, but lately a lot of people have been pointing out how much of a weirdo I am for never having dated/had sex/ etc. The entirety of my experience consists of getting really drunk and making out with some guy whose name I don't remember. I live in a small town, where many girls my age are pregnant and/or married by now, and people at work like to make jokes about my sexuality or that there must be something wrong with me because I haven't had a boyfriend yet. I didn't think about guys much in high school, I was worried about grades and college and such, then my senior year this guy I was talking to pointed out how weird it was and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it for nearly 3 years now. I dropped out of college and living and working in my hometown now, and I'm afraid I'll never meet a guy who isn't on meth XXX Now the few guys who are interested in me get weirded out and run when they find out I've never had sex.