Please here me, I'm extremely concerned since u said u were going 2 die Thursday. Carefully analyze everything in your life before dong this. U see me, I am only planning suicide because I may go 2 jail or I may get a criminal record. My reason 4 suicide is basaically 4 the purpose of dying a quick painless death rather than dying slow in a jail cell or starving on the street. U see if my court case doesn't go well on October 21, I feel that I have 2 die because I am not about 2 live a life of suffering just because I defended myself from a drug addict. Rather if I go 2 jail or not, if they give me a criminal record I have 2 die because I may starve 2 death because I won't be able 2 get a good job to feed myself because of a bad criminal record. U see, I am only thinking about dying because I may be financially ruined. With no money I can't have a good life. U on the other hand may have more reason 2 live. What's exactly wrong in your life? Is it family problems or problems with the opposite sex? Do not let either of those make u wanna die. My daddy, brother, sister, and some of my cousins don't like me, but I don't give a fuck, 2 hell with them. I do wish we got along better, but hey if we don't, I don't care. They have been hatin me for years. I have had problems with several women in my life, but again I don't give a fuck. I do hope to find a good woman one day, but until then I'll just keep trying woman after woman. As long as I got a decent amount of money and I'm in good health, I'll be happy and continue 2 live, I would never let any person make me feel bad and make me wanna kill myself. So please think about this and contact us on the forum Thursday so we will know u are still alive.