I'm the vet from next door, keep on fighting this war. Internal battle coming back for more. cannot hide, cannot run, keep getting fucked up more and more. My life has ambition numb to heroin, want to carry on, my life is to heavy, falling to my knees, just need something to help me get up, and numb this pain, heroin to carry on. Just another reason to pick up the needle and push away everything.