R Ruby Well-Known Member Dec 31, 2006 #1 Dec 31, 2006 #1 So, it's the new year. I want to curl up and die. It isn't a happy time for me, I don't want to 'celebrate'. Of course I don't, I don't even want to be alive. The fact that it's a new year makes me realise that I'm still alive. I want to die.