hi...ummm i od'd in last week of Feb this year and still not over it.there are times where i think about it because of the aftereffects...
put on a fair bit of weight (for 100th) time. i od'ed caused i got insomnia for 4days and was delusional...
so yeah
over the past year and a half...(when things were just about to get better)..
lost the best job i had
became quite unhealthy (mentally and physically) became friends with strange ppl
had to delay uni
had an unenjoyable time overseas
put on a lot of weight and it was summer@!
after the od
lost the abilty to speak because i vomited so much
another thing i don't want to talk about
stopped going to uni
put on more weight because parents put me on extra meds
uh..what else oh don't get along with parents (they are separated) and mum's a bit off herself
most of all feel ALOT of GUILT about the OD ...i know its not my fault NOW..but its taken me many months to get over it...feel the hard work i've put in has been completely wrecked. i replay the events over and over and not sure about career now..feel completely fucked over,
LIFE IS REALLY UNFAIR!~
put on a fair bit of weight (for 100th) time. i od'ed caused i got insomnia for 4days and was delusional...
so yeah
over the past year and a half...(when things were just about to get better)..
lost the best job i had
became quite unhealthy (mentally and physically) became friends with strange ppl
had to delay uni
had an unenjoyable time overseas
put on a lot of weight and it was summer@!
after the od
lost the abilty to speak because i vomited so much
another thing i don't want to talk about
stopped going to uni
put on more weight because parents put me on extra meds
uh..what else oh don't get along with parents (they are separated) and mum's a bit off herself
most of all feel ALOT of GUILT about the OD ...i know its not my fault NOW..but its taken me many months to get over it...feel the hard work i've put in has been completely wrecked. i replay the events over and over and not sure about career now..feel completely fucked over,
LIFE IS REALLY UNFAIR!~